(MtF) Honestly don't beware of the pipeline, the pipeline rocks

literally me

literally me


my new years resolution is to get gayer. i'm pretty satisfied with the level of trans i'm on, though i might get my gender legally changed. i do want to update my wardrobe a bit (my fashion sense has evolved since i first really did that post coming out) but money is very expensive
what are all of you hoping for this year?

I'm AMAB cishet, but I've been struggling with understanding my gender vs my sex. I'm very comfortable with my body, including by sexual characteristics, but have never felt a strong affinity to the male gender. Is there a term for this? Everything I look up includes some kind of body dysphoria, which is not something I relate to.


Noteably, however, genies are meant to fuck around like this.

This has been rattling around in my brain for like a month on and off, and I've got to get it out and talk with somebody about it. Pardon the infodump interruption! ... read full post



So, for awhile I've been curious about my gender and presentation, and while I get no dysphoria in my current state (to my knowledge, being male has been default for me for quite a bit so idk, I just know I don't feel one way or another strongly, except...) I do feel what I imagine to be gender euphoria when I had used a Snapchat filter for lipstick and makeup, that and when I put my hair up to cut it. Due to my complexion I'm kinda medium ugly, like my bone structure in my face is nice just not the acne scaring, and because of that and my giant ass Adams apple idk if I'd be 'passable' (whatever that means). But idk I think for me personally I'd like to be in between and confuse people about what gender I actually am (that and I'd like some bewbs without just getting really chonky). ... read full post

Anime is Stop! Hibari-kun

sounds hasty, but its been more than a year since i've found out, and i've done literally nothing ... read full post

or 'we united' or some shit
The manga: a college guy meets his childhood friend, who was formerly a boy but is now a woman, and has run away from home after an unspecified disagreement with her family which has left her with a significant amount of trauma; it's implied she was bullied heavily in the time since they've last seen each other. ... read full post
DISCLAIMER: This is not medical advice, engage in DIY HRT at your own risk; the intent of this post is harm reduction. This information is not intended for minors; by reading further you agree you are over the age of 21. ... read full post



i haven't had the chance to look through it yet but it seems neat, and definitely historically interesting
also i appreciate all the support yesterday, i'm feeling a lot better now

just not feeling up to it