OK. This is one of my most toxic qualities and has caused serious issues, specifically with other ND people, particularly femme ones. This is NOT something I should be ok with and something I need to work on. ... read full post
Everything I do. Every fucking second of my life. Is trying to feed the massive fucking black hole of RSD in me. Everything is begging for positive feedback. EVerything is people pleasing, but in ways that actually just put people off. ... read full post
I’ve run into a problem from here though. Every Godamn company has their software of choice or whatever, EVEN THOUGH the softwares are functionally identical, have the same components, and work the same way overall. Is this not neoliberalism incarnate lol ... read full post
Sorry everything I write is the worst kind of venting monologue, something brainworms. Why am I awake at 4am. ... read full post
I'm not personally. If an NT person who's into comics says its a special interest Id be like "k". But im interested in takes here.
I have ADHD. I always struggled to watch stuff. I started watching them at 1.1-1.25 (sometimes even greater for very slow talkers) speed and it feels so right. I forget it's even sped up, because it's on my speed. Very cozy. I highly recommend.
I call myself “ostensibly cishet” because I look very much like a straight man, but I certainly don’t feel like a man and live in an area where my life would be destroyed if I referred to myself as something else ... read full post
Never heard of this med before. Research seems to support it working well, but I'm curious if any of you guys are experienced with it
Other themes made me feel like a heinous person, but they never made me doubt my connection to the most important person of my life. ... read full post
Elliot Sang has been doing a fair bit of neurodiversity stuff lately. Dr. Devon Price features prominently in this one.
WHERE TO GET THE BOOK: http://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=F6B31A8DAFD6BD39A5986833E66293E6 ... read full post
I talked about this video in this post here.
It really helped me. I mean, this was a godsend (except for the jump-scare near the beginning). I would heartily recommend it to people who struggle with productivity either way.
cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/1852371 ... read full post
I just read the entirety of shotgun boy, a 68 chapter webtoon in one sitting. It took a solid 6-7 hours with a break or so to eat and talk to my girlfriend. I could not put it away, every moment I could fit in I was reading it. It's 4:30 am, I have class tomorrow. They're just so easy to consume. I didn't even sleep last night, I'm exhausted but I had to finish it. Even now I'm posting this because I'm still thinking about it while I struggle to fall asleep. I want to reread sweet home. ... read full post
WHERE TO GET THE BOOK: http://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=F6B31A8DAFD6BD39A5986833E66293E6 ... read full post
I feel stressed and overwhelmed with the constant amount of stuff I have to do all the time. There's work, there's family, there's chores, there's personal finances, there's my health, there's personal relations, there's a thousand little things that screams for my attention. Somewhere in there there's also the desire to one day relax and maybe do something because I want to do it instead of it being something I have to do. ... read full post
People keep telling me I only deal in absolutes, and that it's unhealthy and I should sometimes find the middle-ground between two different positions. (I.e. caring for myself vs others, putting all my energy on a task vs not even bothering)
So what's the procedure to finding a middle-ground so I can apply it to literally everything in my life, as the Autistic Gods demand? \s
cross-posted from: https://hexbear.net/post/1796476 ... read full post
I’ve said for the longest time that it’s like being a prisoner in my own head because I have so much emotional retention. Only now am I beginning to discover that is because of years of being afraid to express how some of that stuff made me feel. Because most “men” or whatever would toughen up and not let it bother them. So I can’t tell if it’s toxic masculinity which traumatized me or autism. Maybe a little of column A and a little of column B ... read full post
I reduced my 150mg / day dosing by just 10mg and I already feel depressed, very irritable and self harming out of nowhere for the last 3 days. Am I doing this too fast?
Lmao it’s so fucking ironic 
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this is what i need/am looking for: ... read full post