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::: spoiler bad news The supreme court has ruled that the constitution does not protect trans women's civil rights, thereby proving that we are in fact women. :::

Hello everyone! Been a while, but I finally finished my second thesis, and now I graduate this week. So I'm back to posting as before.

General updates:

Being gay with my partner is still very nice.

Holy shit when the fuck did I turn into a girl I bought a swimsuit the other day and it looked perfect on me???? I never imagined it would happen.

I got addicted to fountain pens and started another warhammer army. Help.

I'm seeing a girl, T4T, it's early but it's so nice.

Just scheduled my first appointment for starting HRT!! It’s a couple months out but I’m so excited to finally be brave enough to commit :))

Soft tender breasts with no one to hold them

jesus christ hexbear has been really showing its ass with misogyny of late. literally the only worthwhile things i am finding on this damn site are the trans mega and the news mega.

Going to see and kiss the cutest girl very soon.

wore a dress to dinner tonight, first time in public. felt very cute 🥰 highly recommend

kind of weird to think that in about a week and a half I won't have to boymode anymore. and then in a week and a half after that I'll be actively girlmoding at a job where no one will know me as having been anything other than a girl.

realizing you are poly like 9 years deep into a relationship with someone who is 100% monogamous

elon's daughter is like the funny shitposter he wishes he could be. she's an endearing nerd instead of a gross one. her politics are cool and good for someone that young

somebody tell me what this means

have friend over

Have a good time

They leave

I immediately burst into tears

Look. Playing with my boobs is fun but I want someone else to play with em

I wish I could post my cool makeup looks and fits on here. I've been having a ton of fun with bold and unorthodox makeup.

I love being trans and non binary and just looking however I want.

Gay wrath month begins today!! Don't forget to take it out on as many cishets as you can to keep them in line! Here's a list of ideas:

• Kick them in the shin
• Throw rotten food at them
• Hiss every time they try to speak
• Cut in line in front of them
• Jug of piss (use your imagination)
• Throw their phone in a microwave when they're not looking
• Lure them to the park where the most aggressive geese are
• Pepper spray
• Get them a wrapped present, but leave the box empty
• Spring snake in a can prank
• Slash their tires

Have fun unleashing your wrath this month folks!

Up with trans!

was outside tonight doing some clandestine water canning of my potted plants and prepping for the heat. plenty of bugs about. little jumping spider by the hose nozzle and a big grass spider by my feet.

i gave them both a little spritz of mist. the jumper was too small to track but that grass spider ran around for a second before stopping to slurp slurp slurp.

just make sure you don't hit them with too cold water, preferably filtered if possible, and spray far away as possible but close enough they can feel the drops. some spiders will "lick" the water off their own bodies if they are thirsty. you can tell if their abdomens look a little like a deflated balloon. so yeah don't forget about the littlest things in this heat

crow i saw today

also proof i’ve touched grass

I watched 'I saw the TV Glow' finally. Honestly devo that's gonna leave a mark. I think it's the first time I've felt like a character's life is relatable in a film. Not everything, but the like lying to parents to sneek time with friends where things make sense, the exploration and shying back, alienation from your own life.

It was good, I had a really solid cry after, for what might have happened if I didn't meet my wife, what happens to so many people, and I guess the confused grief of child me that I don't ever really take out of the "don't open" box in my head.

Solid film, I really recommend it.

It's the 4th of July in Australia. I've got 10 transfemmes in my lounge. We ate vegan hot dogs. We're drinking tstingtao and soju. We're watching battle ship Potemkin and listening to RATM.

Just got a hrt prescription in 95 degree weather on 4g connection, my np probably hates me now for being a nervous overly apologetic glitchy ass .5g connection ass patient but I finally got drugs now. Now I just need to order my prescription and hope I feel better.

i did my first shot! (been on gel for a few years). I've had the vial sitting around for a bit but inertia/being scared of needles the normal amount made me delay. it wasn't so bad at all! really pleased with myself and i think it'll be a lot easier next week

Huh.

I got a decent grade.

Wow. I'm free now ...

Behold my second favorite corvid, the scrub jay:

Despite the name they're actually quite proficient

::: spoiler dysphoria, terf island A "fun" effect of getting more laser is that I can't use tweezers or a facial epilator for the next year so I have bits of beard shadow again. I'm already visibly trans the timing (which I chose tbf) is extremely not good. :::

I'm becoming so much more secure in my transition as my body keeps changing and I lean how to present the way I feel on the inside. This won't be even slightly surprising to younger me, but I'm a tomboy. I'm so much happier and hopeful for the rest of this process as I've learned to accept that and the fact that I'm still a beautiful woman even if I do prefer minimal makeup, frequently wear band t-shirts and pants, and love getting dirty outside or by wrenching on something.

Now I just have to start voice training >.<

down with cis

So my cousin is transphobic I'm like 99% sure, and I think she knows the way she dances around the questions she's trying to ask me. Pretends to be positive and an ally but is secretly concerned about how many trans people there are nowadays.

Kinda wanna force femme/masc/andro the entire population into being trans now /s

It's not surprising tho, she's said eco-fascist shit too in the past but again, knows it's bad I think and keeps it subtle.

I shaved my face with a brand new razor and it left me with such bad razor burn, my skin hasn't burnt this bad from shaving in a long time. And this is a brand of razor I've used for a while, I've never had this issue, but this brand usually gets the closest shave I can find for the price. It was an okay shave today, but damn if it doesn't hurt

Curse the sober living for stealing all my shaving foam 😭

Listened to my cis coworker jawing about her mental health and how it's hard to know if it's just a normal reaction to a sucky society then she makes the aside that "dysphoria wouldn't exist if we didn't have gender societally" and it just made me mad... Is that bad

My new friend called me "love", which is not the same thing as saying, "I love you" but still feels significant

Fucking uni isn't using my social name and there is no place on the forms for me to put it god dammit, I'll need to email them

I think I got a job where I'm gonna work on hvac systems provided the other candidates aren't more desperate than me, I'll know by next week. They got walk in freezers, a huge ac unit, and a lot of PTACs and I'll have to do a lot of other things too unrelated to hvac that I at least studied like some plumbing and maybe some boiler stuff. I still wanna try union stuff in october but even if I get in this time I might be on a waiting list for work anyway so this can be a good chance to put all my theory to the test.

::: spoiler Pronouns people used on me in support group:

They 2x
He 1x

anyway fuck my life. No one struggled with the trans guy's pronouns if you were curious (who doesn't pass any better then I do, also if you're curious [also also, who doesn't pronouns in his name but I do]).

They did suggest he take prog though so :::

I can't believe that goofy aah rabbit from TADC has been the thing leading to so many people coming out as trans. That episode was like repper 9/11.

I have come here to eat pickles and attack and dethrone god, and I'm all out of pickles.

Edit: Wait, found some more pickles. Carry on.

Have to go help my stupid dad with something later because I'm his stupid son so I have to put on my stupid mask that I'm doing okay. God I hate him and I hate pretending and I hate feeling dysphoric.

I've been feeding a pair of jackdaws for two years now, they come to my balcony to hang out when I'm out there for a smoke.

Yesterday, they brought their chick along and taught it how to scam humans out of food by being cute

my monkey ass handing over literal kilos of peanuts and oats to a birb because it looks cool

::: spoiler spoiler

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TERFs can't transphobicly call me a "man in a dress" because I'm neither a man nor wear dresses

chat, are these egg thoughts

I find it disrespectful to develop crushes if you are below a certain threshold of holistic attractiveness as a man, but it's also pretty hard to shake off 250,000 years of evolution as a cis male and even the worst examples of my gender still feel some degree of yearning.

I have kind of a stupid crush on my coworker... I feel bad that I find her attractive. She is very bubbly and so adorable that sometimes when I talk to her I feel like I am talking to a cartoon character. Sonetimes I look at her and think about what a fucking actual bum I am... I don't really even like her that much or anything because we don't have much in common... but IDK, I'm thirty and it keeps dawning on me that I will probably never really have those kinds of interactions again.

I have a non specific, generalized low grade crush on basically all women. That sounds creepy, and I guess it is, but being 30 and never having had a girlfriend you start to come to some really painful realizations, and I just feel like I have to do something to become good enough to be worthy of a partner, but I know in my brain that nothing I could do will ever be good enough.

despite all this, this person also says a lot of sex negative things

tfw you get gendered correctly by the lesbian-looking woman with a cybertruck

i was told that hyperpop is the transgender genre of music and it does speak to my soul ngl

love to leave the room and immediately hear my mom misgender and deadname me in the same sentence. definitely doesn’t make me feel like they’re only catching themselves because they don’t want the embarrassment of me correcting them, for sure makes me feel like they take me and my decisions seriously. thank god i don’t live with them anymore, our neuroses don’t mesh well

Moths have ruined a bunch of my old woollen boy sweaters that I didn't store properly I guess. I was rolling them out because it's cold and I was cosy-maxxing.

I guess my options are either be annoyed or see this as a sign from the moon goddess I need more feminine sweaters

::: spoiler spoiler

I remember when my dad told me before I left that I should always carefully consider my choices because there are some decisions you can't overturn.

It's obvious that he kinda suspects that I am lying about detransing/not transitioning.

Maybe he isn't even as bigoted about it all as my mother. Wouldn't be too surprised. Someone of his profession should know better. But as long as he doesn't even stand up for his beliefs, what do those beliefs count as? Forget taking a bullet for his beliefs. He won't even accept his daughter.

As for the "advice" itself? It's such a nothing burger platitude that it's insulting. Yeah no shit do you think I don't know about the concept of consequences? Why do you think I haven't thought enough? Have you thought enough? Have you weighed the price of your inaction? Assuming you aren't a bigoted piece of shit (major benefit of the doubt here).

It's funny. He's already paid the price. He just doesn't know it yet. don't want to be his son or daughter or anything.

:::

Today my close friend has:

• Said "[coworker] heard we were leaving our jobs at the same time and thought we were involved" and laughed

• Had me poke and feel her bare thighs, like a couple inches from her ass (demonstrating the difference between a hematoma that's stuck around versus normal flesh)

I legitimately think she doesn't know what she's doing to me... Just gals being pals!!!

Is it cope to think being moderately to heavily overweight during my late teens and early twenties might have helped estrogenize me a bit?

I’m not sure if I want to do a Master’s degree anymore. My BA major was Fine Art and I feel massively underappreciated as an artist in addition to having completely lost motivation to continue.

It feels so nice finally just having a day to do nothing again

Me reading every comment about sex and relationships "damn I hope this finds me one day"

How I feel being two and a half years in, on hrt, still never having put on a stitch of women's clothes (not counting bralettes)

Maybe getting some kind of really basic outfit would make me feel better about pictures, because I do want to show people my progress and how I look but wearing my clothes that specifically do not flatter my feminine traits for that sucks.

Was laying in bed admiring my tits (getting ever more noticeable in a shirt) and then

::: spoiler reproductive dysphoria Started crying thinking about how they'll never actually feed a baby :doggirl-cry: I don't even want kids wtf :::

But I am quite happy with how they're coming along, hoping to be a b at one year, kinda stupid to set myself up like that when I have literally no control over it. Pretty sure I'm close right now but I don't have a ton of faith I didn't fuck up measuring.

::: spoiler CWsex There are decades where no transfem sucking and fucking happens, and there's weeks where decades of sucking and fucking happen. :::

I love being trans

So I know the dating apps are bad

But are any of them less bad, especially for our ilk

Starting off the day right with my dad making fun of my hair

all the AC discourse on my feed I keep seeing stuff like things like AC systems blowing out fire to the inside and I think heat pump also it being that efficient is awe inspiring, heat pumps have a much lower capacity for heating than cooling

I have seen crows before at various points in my life ( ≧∀≦)ノ

My multimeter has a clacky jaw ive never used and never will cause when will I need to measure amps AC? But Its cool and fun to play with and pretend its a clickyclackycreackture eating things.

I am trying to set up a scanner.

I am running linux mint.

This is a nightmare.

Praying that I can do this from my phone.

Update: Okay that worked, took me 2 hours before I gave up and went with the mobile app route. Why do I even have a printer holy shit.

Don't let the employers see this but I could be paid in hugs and it'd make me work harder than money ever could.

I mean I'd still need food and rent to stay alive but that's all.

And we lost the culture war even harder. Great!

I really just can't wait for a couple more things to fall into place and be living my gay city life in my own place.

::: spoiler cw drawn cannibalism :::

There ya go.

I'm getting back into my depressive thing again

It's been 4 hours lol

She said I had swag sorry to blow everyone else's post out the water with that

::: spoiler spoiler ::: spoiler suicide I want to kill myself. Why do I have to feel so awful. To feel this much pain. Fuck me. And fuck (nearly) everyone else too.

I don't know why I'm suddenly so miserable again. Maybe I was wrapped up in fantasy before. Fuck my stupid shitty life. Fucking awful. Whyyyy am I back to this. :::

My anxiety is so bad what the hell. Even though my diagnosis has anxiety on it I've always felt more depressed the anxious but it's hitting me bad. I can't sleep.

Ignorance is not bliss. If I was ignorant I would still be stuck in a body I hate.

Only by struggling and understanding could I break out of that wretched condition.

Sodium's post about Guinness reminded me that for a while I had been wondering if hrt would change my taste in food (because I feel like estrogen made my senses of smell and taste a bit more sensitive), but I don't think that's really happened - I just appreciate the same foods even more than I used to.

I went swimming for the first time in literal ages and also after first transitioning. There's a local trans swim group that I found and the good thing is that it seems to be more or less weekly; I can go as often as I like (Yay). Being in water is fun apart from my hair getting in my face because i didn't bring a hairband.

::: spoiler Important Discovery I NEED my boobs to be bigger!

They were hardly noticeable under my swim top, Well, not really. I have some curves but I would like a bigger chest pls. :::

I have got to start voice training soon

Holy hell I'm so done. Idk why this specific time I got so ticked off so hard but I just can't let this go.

death to amerikkka

::: spoiler spoiler

1 fucking phone call and my day ruined. Any possibility of being happy after my exam gone. 1 fucking phone call. I should have never called. I should never call these people ever again. I'm still crying and dissociating. Fuck.

:::

::: spoiler SA, trauma Is it ✨️problematic✨️ to wish wed gottenremovedd or had something similarly obviously rly bad happen to us so we could better justify to ourself why were such a traumatized mess :::

I just really hope life is actually better after the move. I hope I'm actually able to buckle down and get my license and move out and afford to and working full time isn't as ass as I've always feared. That I can actually afford my shit.

I just hope life is actually better. That I can actually lock in and suddenly be a real adult. And that that is better.

My first vial is getting low, maybe 1/4 left. Thinking I might keep using this stuff??

Take me to your best friends house

I need a girl that is a mouse

to fall in love with her

Extreme lesbian yearning for the girl I met at the rave last week and just spent double pride with (also does anyone have the original comic this emoji is from?)

::: spoiler spoiler

Biggest mystery of the novel.

Introduced at the very beginning.

Everything is connected to this one thing kinda

Novel goes on, mystery gets even more mysteries and important

Reach end of novel

"He's only got 2 chapters left how could he make a satisfying reveal?!"

The author doesn't make the reveal

Go to the wiki to see if you missed something

Link leads you to an entirely new series, spoiling that series where the mystery was actually resolved.

:::

::: spoiler dysphoric gay rant Yall im kinda freaking out. Idrk if im gay or not and its really making me dysphoric. Like the two times ive ever been sorta flirted with kinda were both by other tfems and ngl it was kinda good. But the thing is ive been mostly toric for a while and had a crush on this trans dude in a club im in, so im kinda not sure if im still attracted to what. And ngl as a professional lazy basement dweller with little transition to my name, I get really sensitive and dysphoric around other tfems unlike mascs where they arent a mirror to my failures. I know this is probably internalized transphobia and that kind of dysphoria but I genuinely have no confidence in my identity and with my current home situation, I am pretty depressed because my mom despises the real me and threatened to kick me out if I did anything queer, which includes hrt. So like im basically coping with dysphoria by gaming while questioning and the ambient dread in my house lingers. :::

Finally cut my hair

Instantly look more feminine

Idgi but it suits me, the top half of my face is now a gender question mark

You have 45 minutes to give me your best fried onion rings recipe

::: spoiler self pity, addiction, sh

between withdrawal/sobriety, forgetting my meds for a couple days, being misgendered and deadnamed by my (well-meaning) family despite being out for ~ 9 months, and thinking about going back to work next week, i’m really feeling like fucking shit. kinda just want to quit my job and move to my gfs city, if only it weren’t so hard to get a fucking job with few skills and a humanities degree. i should be happy that i have a family that gives enough of a shit to occasionally correct themselves, that i have a job where i could come out, that i didn’t ruin my life, hurt myself badly or kill myself/anyone else while i was drinking but im just an ungrateful shithead with a broken brain i guess. add self pitying to the list too. i know this is the exact sort of spiral that happens when im off my antidepressants, but it feels like the hormones are cranking everything up to 11 and while ive appreciated the emotional depth before, its hurting a lot right now

:::

No no sodium. Don't fall asleep in the middle of climbing a ladder. That's dangerous.

(The power of caffeine withdrawals is insane)

::: spoiler healthcare woes Okay, so I'm not going to qualify for medicaid, and it sounds like it's up to my employer if it's covered and how "covered" it actually is. So like what the fuck do I even do if it's not covered or if it's only like half covered or some shit?

Anyway, I fucking hate being trans, I fucking hate dealing with this. I hate needing a whole bunch of surgery to hopefully feel okay and then maybe I can't even get it. I was really hoping it would be better after the move. But no apparently it's still super fucked. ::: spoiler suicide I literally just want to kill myself this is horrible. All I need are like 4 surgeries, and half a decade of hrt, and voice training. FUCKING KILL ME RIGHT THE FUCK NOW :::

If anyone has advice on how the fuck to get healthcare pet me know. Don't qualify for medicaid, state funded plans are expensive as shit and idk what or how much they even cover. And idk how much hope to have in an employer.

Eco late to the mega

Have multiple good posts on deck 😔

Started a Terraria skyblock world with some friends last night, god I love Terraria.

::: spoiler exorsexism and anti transmasculinity

its really annoying how both trans men and trans masc people will both point at each other and be like "I'm not like you!! I am nothing like you!! We exist in different planets!!!" like bro... we're literally in an umbrella term together... im saying this is also anti-transmasculinity because its really "they hurt themselves in the confusion!" energy.

:::

Getting settled in the new digs. We met a couple local trans folks who volunteered to help us move in, which was nice! The cats are loving the new apartment.

Feel absolutely fucking awful tonight. Have every reason to feel good but I just don't. All the thoughts are back. Why is this happening to me.

Why is life so fucking dreadful. Why do people keep having kids. Why did I have to be born.

Going on an overnight with some friends here in a couple weeks. They're going to misgender and deadname me the whole time. I'm still going and still spending money. Because I'm stupid and have no friends or standards. Someone just kill me already.

Most of the time now-a-days I'm pretty okay with my autism but every now and again there's a social situation or I say something awkward or whatever and I hate it :catgirl-flop: I just want to be normal sometimes. I'd be okay with the other ways it effects me being worse if only it weren't for the social deficit.

Sometimes I will genuinely see like, a pendulum or a scientific instrument and want to fuck it and lick it. Doesn't even have to be phallus shaped. Or any human body part shaped. It could be a ducking rectangle shape and I still want to [redacted]

::: spoiler spoiler Well, today was the worst in a while, cried a lot, felt super dysphoric, shitty. Felt shitty about some social stuff too but I won't get into it much. Maybe some of it is my brain lying to me. I feel alone and helpless. ::: spoiler self harm urges, suicide, dysphoria The sh urges came back really badly today. I feel hopeless and I am so done with this. I don't want this life. I dont want to be trans. To have to deal with all the dysphoria things. The waiting and the fixing and the coping with what can't be.

If I could get spirited away right now I would. I don't want to deal with dysphoria anymore. With work. With needing several major surgeries. With voice training. With any of this. Tonight, I wish I could go.

Today was a total bust. I don't want any more days if they're going to be like this. :::

Might just swoop in with a unsanctioned megathread in a few hours if Eco hasn't shown up by then.

@Eco@hexbear.net are you ok?

give new mega ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ

::: spoiler transphobia, friendship positivity

Is it rare that I lost none of my cishet male friends after coming out and they all are great allys? I stopped hanging with cishet guys after high school so it's not a lot of them, but it seems like this is quite a feat for a gathering of cishet guys to be not terrible

:::

I genuinely hate people. They are cruel, they are ignorant, they do not care if what they believe is true. I hate that I have to live in a world surrounded by people who believe the most ridiculous shit, and that they get to have power over me. Fuck people. Its entirely their fault. Clearly some humans are able to improve and not believe and think shit. But most people just fundamentally seem to not either not care or willingly choose it for various reasons.

I got rid of much of my summer vacation. I'll be doing my full time internship during that period.

I had suggest to the prof to start next week, but he told me that he won't be ready by then. How tragic.

::: spoiler content warning ::: spoiler suicide

I don't want to have free time or rest because then I think of killing myself

:::

Go to hospital for appointment

It's empty

Walk around

Find guy in wheelchair

"The place you're looking for is no longer here"

"But if you follow the downwards road you can find where it used to be"

What the fuck is this horror game ass sequence ?

Beer batter onion rings are good. Guinness as the beer is bad.

God why do people like this beer? I heard only good things about it but it's bitter. And when I try to chug the leftover can I gaged!

::: spoiler dysphoria Name something worse then facial hair, I bet you can't :::

The cruel tutelage of Pai Mei, but instead of water buckets, it's my frigging larynx

Holy shit I hate taking care of my hair. It's thick as fuck which is good I guess but ends up being really difficult to clean the top properly.

Also when people tell me I just need to take care of myself better and get new glasses :kitty-cri: I hope chat

::: spoiler spoiler I'm already so tired of feeling shit again.

I hate having to transition and I hate most people. Maybe I should dysphoria post again. god this whole thing is so exhausting. :::

One of my favourite birds is Cracticus tibicen, the Australian Magpie. It's not closely related to European magpies, and isn't a corvid... But it looks like a crow! It's as clever as the corvids, but also has my favourite song out of all birds <3

Sorry for the wound posting today. Tommorow I'll try to find a less sexually charged topic.

@Wake@hexbear.net I didn't get a chance to respond in the last mega, the build sounds awesome! 50 miles of range would be sweet for something so powerful/fast. Especially with only 2.8kWh.

I'm considering adding electric assist to my current bike, but it'll be very basic in comparison. Probably just a 250-500w hub motor to help me with big and steep hills. I'm prioritizing low weight/drag so I can still use it as a normal bike. Plus I'm already above the weight limit for the frame so I don't wanna add much more.

It's very hard work coming up with multiple new things to post every day to hopefully get some trans people in my replies

Im joining the ziz cult

I want to live in a box truck and breathe diesel fumes daily

what the fuck is going on with e patches

DoP I can't help but notice that one of these corvids looks a little different from the others.

where new mega?

It's shocking how good persona 3 reload is

I wish I could be transported to another world. But I'm the problem so what difference does it make?

CAM ON INGERLAND MEXICO SCORE SOM FACKIN GOALS

::: spoiler spoiler

Imagine a polycule where you do simulated NTR

:::

Cut myself and steamed my wounds while making this hotpot it better fucking be good

::: spoiler spoiler Another night where I felt bad and alone. Fantastic. How original. Another day on this fuck ass rock with this fuck ass condition down I suppose. Going to bed before I get any more extintial I hate that crap.

No, tomorrow won't be better. Work all fuck ass day for less then minimum wage in my new state. :::

How could Mexico fuck up 2 goals in 60 seconds

Hmm. I feel less connection with my identity as trans and more with my identity as a student. Maybe it's because being Trans for me just means fear and pain and humiliation. It's my only experience with it. I don't even get to hang out with Trans people.

Ugh now I gotta bike myself to the hospital even though my arm hurts and I feel very sleepy. I just wanna sleep this accident off. Like, ya already sent me home even though I dragged myself to the clinic (fainting on the way). Now I gotta drag myself to the hospital.

::: spoiler spoiler

This 4rth novel got a whole ass scene where the protagonist found VR porn of an almighty goddess and slowly deduces that it might have been made by the goddess herself cause nobody else would have the audacity.

And apparently some dude was so into it that his only remaining memory after being mind wiped and soul sucked is him playing the porn 🙄. Brother come on! Actually ... don't come.

And don't give me this "the protagonist couldn't view the sex scene because it was covered by fog". The fuck kinda pussying out is that?

:::

I'm a bit dumb ain't I? Make too many decisions with half-complete information. Just found out my internship is going to be a minimum length one (so I get few credits) unless I happen to find some useful result.

What does this mean? Well it means more pressure. And more work. Not being paid sucks.

new mega up: https://hexbear.net/post/8959449