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How convenient that while I'm in my misanthropy arc there's jackoffs on this site showing blatant disregard for trans youth getting healthcare, despite me explaining it to them.

Genuinely fuck cis people. Humanity is my fucking problem. People, even fucking here, even after I explain it don't give a shit. Fuck them.

Enby intern at work calling me "man" "guy" "boy" today like it's a competition to unwittingly misgender me. And I couldn't correct them because it wasn't in private and I didn't want other people hearing.

Usually I don't mind getting referred to as a man at work because only a few people know otherwise. But the fact that:

• I've intentionally never referred to myself as a man with them
• I've had no pronouns in my email signature and no name tag at all for months
• we were having a conversation about a coworker who's recently come out as nonbinary and how the intern could just tell even beforehand
• earlier I'd made a point about how I've been a fan of the singular they when you didn't know a person's gender since elementary (true story, kid me was based)
• and, of course, they're nonbinary and should presumably know a thing or two about assumptions

Made it just very not good for me. I know it's not their fault and they almost certainly don't mean anything by it but still. I thought about it on the train ride home and then laid in bed and then did things to myself that would probably get this comment removed under the new rules.

I did call a friend which helped a little, she was quite supportive

Hey, I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who commented on my recent losing-of-shit re: tiddy. I kinda just fucked off and disappeared for a handful of days, and I’m still kinda vibing my way through things, but I’m most likely gonna jump back on.

I think I’ve just got some lingering appearance brain worms where, like, every trans girl is cool and valid and pretty except me, who is clearly a stinky jackass and a poser and basically an ogre or at least some kind of minor sewer demon.

I just got fixed today!

::: spoiler dating, dysphoria

Finally asked a girl out on a dating app for the first time, and she said yes. This is a very special moment for me because it shows how far I've come. Because of gender dysphoria I never initiated because I always felt like a creepy man doing that. I'm finally moving past that.

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11 months on hrt and still no booba 😔 but i swear some of my hair loss has reversed

Experimenting with moisturizer, each limb is getting a different treatment so I can compare.

the thing they don't tell you about taking control of your own life is that now you have to do a bunch of shit

Used the last of my money to buy a can of cat food for a stray I found, shoved the can in my shirt to warm it up since I want it to not be too gelatinous. My boobs are finally handy

::: spoiler weed, mental health Been scared to try weed because for a while it could put me out of a job, but I just switched to a place that doesn't care. So I tried it last night. Wow. It felt like being a kid again. For a brief moment, I enjoyed my hobbies, found things funny, and generally "felt" again. I could tell it was wearing off when my smile faded away. Chronic depression sucks. :::

That gave me some hope that I can feel joy. I can be happy. Did some makeup (badly lol) today and that feeling of joy was there. I'll have to wipe it off soon, but oh my goodness, I see me in the mirror

I have come to report that I have thrifted new sweaters and am feeling cute as FUCK today wearing one of them

Getting gender euphoria from being dressed like a punk and walking out in the rain. I don't know why, I've always felt happier when the weather is kind of bad. Maybe it's the same reason I love blasting music, it gives me something else to focus on. Wondering if anyone else has a similar experience?

I finally got a library card

Woke up in the middle of the night and cried for an hour and a half.

Can't believe this is all I have going for me in my life. Just this stupid fucking job. No school, no other job, no plans, no SO or even really friends. Hope that I can get to a blue state and find a job and move out and start actually living.

I think its kind of cute when I'm talking about my problems and stressors to cis people, and they very empatheticly tell me they understand (in a, "I've been through that" kinda way), and then slightly correct themselves that "except for being trans, obviously".

I got another compliment that acknowledged my trans-ness but like in positive way. I was attending my potential new work and someone introduced me to one of the other workers. They said something like "wow she's tall". And it's like I'm tall because I'm a trans woman, and it sometimes makes me feel bad, but here it felt really good, something about society and it's expectations etcs

I keep FUCKING forgetting my support group meets, god that pisses me off. Not like I could have used it after this week

Yeah I'm AMAB.

Assigned Mum At Beginning-of-my-transition-oh-my-god-girls-my-age-who-have-been-transitioning-longer-than-me-are-looking-for-maternal-advice

Current unhealthy fixation: uploading pictures I'm in to LLMs and asking how many women are in the photo

ChatGPT most consistently reads me as a woman. Gemini doesn't but I'm having trouble getting clean results because it makes you use a Google account to upload images

Update: the mao mao cosplay I bought months ago and wore just now is one of the best things I've ever purchased. Even though I had to adjust the cosplay cause it doesn't actually fit me properly.

Dressing up like a medieval Chinese woman is a great confidence booster. I'd even be willing to go outside cause I'm gorgeous! But I need to actually learn how to do makeup (beyond slapping on some nail polish and lipstick).

And of course, this thing is not designed for the negative temperatures of Europe.

Picked up some running shoes and uh, friends, your auntie shallot is out of shape

Tinder pisses me off. I asked this girl how she was and she responded 'good'. I then asked her what made her day so good, and then she replied with 'huh?'. Like it's not that hard to understand what I meant. She didn't say her 'day' was good, so maybe I shouldn't've said 'day' but still, it's not that hard to understand. So I responded with a question mark and whwn I looked back a couple hours later, she unmatched me. WTF

Underrated transitioning tip is have a hobby. There's so much down time after checking off certain things and simply waiting is misery fuel. Looking back over the last few years, it's the only thing that got me through some of the tougher days.

bought some ~vegan~ hard peppermint candies, and they're oh so good

Thank you for the selfie tips. I will try to use them for nudes

Lunch lady told me "oh it's unfair that you have better nails than me "

I know she gassing me up but I'll take it

sometimes work is just saying "I can't fix that problem, it's not related to what I do and everything even vaguely related on my end is correct" fourteen different ways in a row until your coworker stops asking "why haven't you fixed this problem yet"

The age old question

I feel like estrogen has done a ton to my body just in the past week. Like my hips feel noticeably different when I lay on my side

My hardest fit is my knock off snuggie called "the comfy" it's a extra big hoodie basically and I love being in it when I go out

Trying on women's clothes makes me realise that I need to be smaller. Like I wish E would sap away your proportions. Even if I was thin, most of these clothes don't fit.

Brother apparently expressed my dislike of being called uncle to my parents and they've made an effort to be more careful with how they gender me!

TBF, I still haven't expressed how I want to be gendered (except not wanting to be called Uncle, but that was months before coming out), so sorta my fault they're not sure how I'd like to be addressed.

We should get to have more than 2 sets of pronouns. I want like 5.

Venting about adhd

::: spoiler spoiler I am genuinely so sick of having adhd. I have constant issues getting my medication (oh, you had to make an appointment for this refill! Oh, you have to wait a full fucking month to get a refill so you will inevitably miss days!), constantly lose all my shit, just lost my wallet with all my cash, my debit card, my ID, my social security number, AND my fucking passport because I’m moving and put the important shit in one place, vividly remember putting it in my bag, and it’s still lost, wtf is wrong w me, I’m constantly putting off assignments, I’ve had an essay due for days and I’m only halfway done and don’t have my Vyvanse right now and I just straight up don’t care and don’t want to do it.
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::: spoiler cw kink

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::: spoiler mental health wish I could just be more stable. have a foundation that wasn't so easy to break. it's been two weeks since thanksgiving but I'm still as beat down as I was since then. I wake up and I'm broken down, trauma dreams every night. having trouble working, and I'm afraid my boss is gonna start noticing. can't turn the bad part of my brain off. I haven't started drinking or smoking like I did the last couple of times I felt like this, but it hardly feels like a victory. just want to be able to bounce back. I could deal with feeling bad if it didn't last so long, wasn't so persistent, if I could bounce back. :::

:::spoiler patriarchy disguised as matriarchy, transphobia, bioessentialism, and anti feminism (additional content warning reveal below)

:::spoiler inc*st mention

The (actually quite patriarchal) "matriarchy girl boss" people really make me super uncomfortable 😭 its so sad how this messaging just flies over people's heads who dont know any better, like some of these replies are likely bots, but its so easy for these grifting terfy types to just dial it in and for people to gloss it over and run with it. Like just swiping a few pictures deep and we have "the pill causes inc*st" disguised as feminism.

Unfortunately a few people close to me are in a group that heavily plays into these tropes, i went to the group once and never went again. She keeps inviting me but its one of those "women and non binary female identifying" spaces where everyone is expected to share their period cycle.

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::: spoiler I HAVE AN ANNOUCEMENT waow I have ass. neato :::

up with trans

Hello eyery-nyan

Saw my shadow do a happy little half jog today. She looked so cute

::: spoiler emotional breakdown, maybe something resembling a panic attack idk I saw something on this site last night that kind of destroyed me. It triggered something within me that I don't think has ever happened before. I've obviously been sad and distraught before but this was something else. I couldn't breathe, form sentences, or really move any part of my body because I was so completely overwhelmed. Like my very core just ached. Pre-estrogen, the only time I could cry was when I was completely overwhelmed and it physically hurt to cry. What happened last night was somehow worse. I wasn't bawling. I was being torn apart from the inside out. And I wish I had words to describe what the fuck happened to me.

Yeah so I guess that's a content warning I need to respect the hell out of in the future and never go near. :::

::: spoiler benign journal posting

Im moving to a much nicer place this week! Much effort soon

I have to wake up early for work tomorrow and Im staying up late anyway

Ive been getting too high recently :::

all my game, all my charisma disappears the second I'm talking to this one girl

I spent 5 hours last night making space in my room and building an ikea wardrobe with a mirror on the front. This is the first time in my life I've had a full length mirror and damn, this girl is cute

Holee was just gendered ambiguously in public for the first time and I’m riding high the day after. A woman said I had “very nice style” in a way that didn’t feel like I was being perceived as a man. And I was wearing my work clothes so it’s not like I was femme or anything, I guess I just gave that energy :))))))

I never really was into writing a diary. I don't like that kind of schedule. I would always just forget at the end of the night and give up. But sometimes, like tonight, I write a few thousand words about how I'm doing. I think it really helps. I'm pretty optimistic right now, despite it all.

Since my partner started DIY with an actual dose (as opposed to the baby dose that PP and most providers start with), their breasts have become sensitive pretty quickly. Has been fun.

People talking about "lgbt" people but then only talking about gays is a new pet peeve of mine.

Was watching a video that promised to talk about how life is for lgbt people but only talked about gay marriage and that in most areas kissing/handholding would be fine. WHAT ABOUT TRANS HEALTHCARE? WHAT ABOUT ID? WHAT ABOUT LEGAL PROTECTIONS, ANY FUCKIN THING ABOUT TRANS PEOPLE?? How can you say "lgbt" but only talk about cis gays? Everything even "lgbt" has to revolve around cis people and their concerns.

I STAY NOIDED

::: spoiler relationship drama possible break up My girl texted me and addressed me with a different name and I don't know how to handle it especially since she's not my girl and is merely a marketing bot spamming my mail box chat how over is it :::

I really wish I could hire Hollywood makeup artists, they can do some amazing things. If Taylor Swift can be The Man, I could look straight out of my dreams.

I've hit this very awkward point to where I'm not a furry yet I know it's only a matter of time before I am. When will it happen? Who knows. Maybe in a week? Maybe in 2 years? Either way, the suspense is eating at me

been drinking hot apple cider with pieces of clove, cinnamon, smashed ginger, and also a 1/16 wedge of lemon. usually I add orange but the lemon is good too!

::: spoiler brain stuff, kink/horny reflexively over-analyzing myself is really annoying. yearning today and slipped into daydream, and couldn't even sit in it because brain decided to bust in like "hey are you sure you actually wanna be tenderly dommed by a lesbian or are you just desperate for any way to try and validate your womanhood?" like girl please be quiet, it's okay a) for me to be horny and want nice things and b) if it's both, it can be both and that can still be okay.

me really needs to stop picking on me sometimes. :::

love you all and hope you have a great day!!

trans mega

need to shower and take care of myself. still don't. hurts so much. barely did anything with my time off work. might ask someone to cover part of my shift tomorrow. i dont wanna do anything. dysphoria and misery eating me alive last couple days.

::: spoiler mental health Chat what does it mean when it feels like I live in an eternal present, like a period of limbo waiting for my life to begin again while my memory recedes past the horizon first emotionally and then in content, estranging myself from my life history, causing me to feel incoherent as an individual, despite the (baseless?) assurances of my friends? How do you even fix this? The only time this year I did think I felt like I was becoming someone, I was just becoming someone else! :::

Sorry about the too many negative comments

::: spoiler cw:transphobia mention

Where am I at with my relations with other people right now?

Recently I sent a message to an old friend telling them about the transphobia I received. I deleted it before they saw because I thought "they probably don't even care".

I genuinely don't trust anyone I know anymore. The closer I am to them the less I trust, because at least a stranger/acquaintance would be willing to put on airs.

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Doing some gender theorycrafting. I'm pretty happy with the build I've made so far, but still wanna make a few tweaks. Got a few points to move around in the gender skill tree

::: spoiler cw kink? maybe?

ohwao :::

Down with cis

back in my woke misanthropy phase instead of my broke dysphoria depression phase

My pain receptors are working overtime today to make it impossible for me to stab myself with the needle. I don't even pay these mfs. Good lord I have 3 stab marks on the my stomach already.

Hi yall. Took some weed gummies right now. Idk if I just didn't take enough. Like I clearly feel it, but it's mid.

::: spoiler cw: depression, I feel so hopeless about finding a job, or getting any income. Sometimes it really just feels like I'm incapable of having a formal job, finding work sucks, I'm slightly qualified, but no one wants to give a job to someone with a degree and no experience.

But I'm also terrible at doing any other stuff for money. I've had some ideas of stuff to do, like freelancing, trying to do some art comissions and all that. But then my confidence is non-existent and I'm afraid to promote my work, because, to me, it looks like I suck at it. Then when nothing happens, I just keep beating myself down.

Honestly, I don't feel like I'll ever be able to be completely financially independent. Yeah, I'll just go cry until I manage to sleep... :::

Youtube stop recommending me everything that has trans in the title, please

Was having a good morning. A great morning. Probably the best I have felt in a little bit. Then I had something extremely stressful happen at work and now I'm stressing again. Won't know more until Monday afternoon so that's stressful too. Time to just stress tf out for the next little bit here. Maybe all weekend. god I need this fucking job too. It is my only reference ever. I don't think I will be fired but it is so incredibly important that I'm not. I would genuinely be so fucked. I am- despite my depression posting- trying to build my life. I don't think they will, I would be shocked, but it cannot happen. Holy fuck. Why are my fucking stress levels always so fucking high.

What's a prey animal that's also a little bit sassy

Oh how difficult it is to cry myself to sleep when I have insomnia ...

::: spoiler cw:transphobia

Sigh my friend is so mean and openly transphobic towards me. Like in a "I'm being transphobic and this is not a joke" way, in the kind of matter of fact way that you tell someone that it's raining today. Add on top of that the constant and intentional misgendering (did not deny it when I told him to stop)

In the past 4 weeks this is the singular individual I've had an extended conversation with.

I'm not sure what to do about the fact that this university that openly prides itself for lgbtq acceptance and is obviously full of young people is just so full of open transphobia as well (the previously mentioned friend is only one of many).

It's not even something I haven't talked about here before. It just feels like it's normal for anyone to look down upon me. That's just my natural position.

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::: spoiler mental health stuff + mention of suicide

I'm getting mild panic attacks again. Stress eating constantly. Anything to take my mind off my thoughts.

Then I read someone talk about a suicide attempt from a fellow sister and I got even more panicked. Straight up zoning out and thinking what if I tried to OD? Just one bad day and I'll end up in the hospital? This made things worse.

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I'm at work, so haven't gotten to see them yet, but my pair of 3D printed magnetic horns in the Trans colors came in today. Looking forward to rolling into work tomorrow with them on my hoody. Super excited!

It's time to become the pride demon of this little town, as if my pins and casual outfits weren't enough.

Think carefully.

Transition = Transformation

Transformations in math can be represented by matrices

So transitioning implies the existence of gender matrices

Gender matrices imply the existence of gender spaces, gender ranks, gender basis vectors, gender eigenvectors and even gender eigenvalues.

In fact, if we have gender linear algebra, then naturally it follows that you can compute gender energy, make gender filters, gender circuits, gender recievers and transmitters, gender based computers and so on.

Feel like shit, ofc.

Also sounds like someone else more qualified might apply for that spot, that'd suck. My resume is ass and I need all the help with it I can get. Need to move out of my parents house. Can't fuckin do that without a job, can't fuckin get a job without experience.

Also feel super dysphoric. Hate this stupid bullshit of an experience. Nearly relapsed last night. At least I didn't I guess.

Well chat, tomorrow afternoon is when I find out how mad work is with me, I'm very much a "prepare for the worst" type person so my anxiety is through the roof

Sometimes I'll dress up super femme on weekends, explicitly just to sit around all day. Going all in with clothing, makeup, hair, etc., just for myself.

I had a surprisingly great morning, I met a new person vaguely in my community circles who said I always looked "immaculate" with my outfits. She's cis, asked me my pronouns in a nice way, and said she was surprised I'd only been medically transitioning for less than a year. I mean cis people don't really know a lot about transition but I've had a similar reaction from some trans girls I've met recently. I think the secret is I spent a few years being gender non conforming and then non-binary so I played around with fashion a bunch then. Also I guess I was medically transitioning prior when I took finasteride at above the recommended doses as an experiment now that I think about it.

Then another acquaintance started chatting to me, she was driving my way, so she gave me a lift, we got coffee at my destination and chatted a bunch. She's mention decolonization and pro-Palestine, which was neat, I managed to pump the breaks and say yeah I was left-wing/historically progressive instead of spouting too much about the Immortal Science. Seems like we might be friends which is great. Then I saw another trans girl I didn't know in the wild at the place I was shopping (like a handmade crafts and antique warehouse). We did the little acknowledge we'd seen each other hello and went on our ways.

I should know about the effects of carbon dioxide build up yet my sleepy ass just connected the dots

First day on the job capturing wild west outlaws

Preach for the pie!

FUCK

It appears I've fallen victim to the emacs user to tetris player pipeline

Holy fuck since getting back from work I've just been sobbing (assorted reasons)

Can I pklease just feel normal

All this time being overly online I still don't own a body pillow 😔

Our mood for the day is hug

Sorry for the too many comments?

::: spoiler cw:horny

I have a great desire these days to explore my femininity and sexuality, but I don't have anyone to do things with. Like not just sex, but also just showing things off.

Maybe I have a secret exhibitionism desire? I did used to play this game where I made the playable femboy character max out his exhibitionism stat by prowling around town naked at night.

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Ah fuck I think I’ve got an MCT oil allergy or something. Getting another itchy red patch. Ugh.

I got the physical book of who's afraid of gender I've the audiobook gonna combine them today and finish this book. I've got this one and 2 other books I need to finish before the year ends.

::: spoiler weight stuff, body stuff I think I'm actually gaining weight for the first time in my life and it kind of scares me honestly even though I know it's good for me. :::

::: spoiler CW light mention of sexual harassment Did a face reveal in one of my group chats and got sexually harassed by another trans woman. Not sure how to feel about that one, but that person is no longer in the group chat ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ :::

::: spoiler CW venting about mental health In completely unrelated news I kind of hate my life due to lack of meaningful interpersonal connections. I've ghosted my family for 3 weeks who have been trying to get in contact with me about visiting for the holidays. I simply don't have the energy but I also get really really depressed when those days roll around and there's literally nothing on the agenda. Kind of my fault sorry to vent but I feel like my life has been keeping everything to myself because I'm mostly reminded about how lackluster my life currently is when I see other people being happy and I don't want to bring the mood down and steal the limelight from people enjoying their lives. The main things going for me are that I pass well enough and am in a relatively stable living arrangement.

Lots of stuff I need to do but I genuinely haven't been able to find the energy. Really need to schedule another appt with the hrt doc or full send into diy because my t blockers run out in less than a week. (Money's not the issue just the motivation plus the fact it would be a bit awkward. I didn't respond to a request to schedule another expensive appointment 2 months ago to address an issue with an obvious solution and explanation in my dosing vs estrogen serum levels)

I feel like kind of a mess and I constantly feel like there's no appropriate outlet I can afford to air my difficulties doing basic life maintenance and work towards sustainable solutions. So, oversharing into the megathread it is! Please forgive me for the general air of gloom. :::

The above my bed really ties my room together, it's a proper crib very wild and where the magic happens

Shit chat, did I do injection Friday? I definitely thought about it but I may not have. Fuck me. What do I do bc I literally can't remember. I don't think I did. I might try counting my needles.

Fuckin "3 weeks" to make a habit bullshit

Thank you for the tips. We will continue to take pics from above tho because it looks cute that way big head and all :)

2 is a coincidence, but 3 is a pattern. I can't believe that there is now a third mortal rival of the protagonist who got transed in reverend insanity. That's 3 rivals out of 3! Being this guy's rival is faster for transistioning than hrt!

I swear the author is deliberately fucking around.

Watching love on the spectrum, hoping to get something out of it. My is more like I bet, I'm just overly passionate about things and only do eye contact when staring someone down

Rn I want to look like a straight-up man that dresses glamorously feminine. I want people to know what a fabulous gay man I can be. Although sometimes it's frustrating, I love being genderfluid, I think it really expands who I am.

I love my boyfriend who loves my genderfluidity, I will never again date someone who thinks I'm only a woman.

do you think if anthro animals were real and like integrated into society and treated like anyone else if theyd have human-ies

::: spoiler mentions of depression and gambling; capitalism

It is genuinely infuriating that not only can I straight up not afford therapy for depression, but also since I live in the poor district I constantly get physical mail for the lottery.

And wouldn't you guess, the police station and prison is right next to the place I live.

This place is also full of immigrants since it is cheap* and plentiful housing even if really far from the nearest places of work that internationals come for.

It's basically a thinly veiled pipeline for funneling people into exploitation.

*not cheap compared to the standard of housing provided, but cheap enough if you have a roommate you're willing to sleep in the same bed with.

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I need to get back to skincare, got this pimple on my cheek that makes shaving bit rough. It's going down now but prefer not to get pimples

Thank you mods and others for holding a safe space. Here I can get help learning how to describe the ways which I am trans.

Wondered if I said the embarrassing thing, definitely did, why I am such an autist sometimes smh. At least I know that she doesn't really care but fuck me anyways. Why can't I just act normal

Mount and Blade : Warsails update.

Currently I'm a lord in the Vlandian Kingdom. I had thought they were going to steam roll the main peninsula but after quick gains in Battanian and Western Empire lands, the lords have all committed to an exhaustingly Pyrrhic war in the South against the Aeserai. We've got one of their cities and 3 castles making a decent foothold. But can't seem to go further. Dethert keeps trying to seek peace but his lords don't like it. But fighting on desert coasts and rivers has been fun.

I have a Drakkar (huge longship) called Golden Wyrm with a Serpent figurehead, it came pre-named and I like it. I have a Lodya which is a large cross between a longship and galley called Black Dragon with a Dragon Figurehead. I captured a Dromakion which is a large galley with Ballistae called Silver Dragon. I'm thinking of keeping it and calling it Red Dragon, giving it the Dragon Figure head and renaming my Lodya Black Raven.

even hot bitches step in poop sometimes 😔

Mount and Blade Warsails Update. It has been 12 years in my game and with no action on my behalf Sturgia has been eliminated. They got caught between the Nords who took the lands close to them and Battania who snaked up the peninsula near them. The Khurzaits have taken large chunks of the Northern and Southern Empire. The latter is reduced to a single city. Vlandia after a fruitless war lasting years has been pushed out of Aserai lands (weirdly fitting given they're Norman inspired). I broke from Vlandia and formed my independent Kingdom on the Island of Beinland.

I fought two quick sea wars against them and the Nords. But in preparation I had replaced my ships with an Imperial Dromon called Dragon and two slightly smaller Dromakions called Serpent and Raven. All three were upgraded with firepot ballitae, the best rams, hulls, rudders, crates of finely honed boarding weapons which give us another 10% damage in melee. I've got them filled with Nord Huscals and Sky Gods Chosen (archers who also have shields). I recruited two captains with decent Mariner and Shipmaster skills to command them as well.

The synergy of having the best naval troops on the most complex naval ships has let us annihilate far greater navies in size. It's really what Warsails has got going for it. In the standard game you could usually beat an army bigger than your in an open field, but eventually the enemies got too numerous, with armies of 1700 etc. At sea though they can field all their troops on ships and the ones they do are scattered. Each boarding actions is like a mini siege where you can multiple your advantage.

I'm slowly passing laws to make Beinland a radically progressive (for circa 1000CE which it is inspired from) proto-nation state, with assorted citizenship rights and privileges, organized central bureaucracy and various organs of early democracy. Our capital of Hvalvik is fulling upgraded and ruled by my character's over qualified husband and two kids waiting until their older to have a position.

My coworker thinks I look like Jen Richards (acts in Mrs Fletcher). Yeah I can see it. I jokingly teased him that not all trans women look alike but shit I kinda do look like her

Oh my god I feel terrible mostly anxious and worn out.

Can't sleep...

This weekend has been pretty stressful in some ways. Also I can't wait for tomorrow. Good anxiety is still anxiety though

Hello just wanted to point out that your "THE POSE" link doesnt work On TERF island coz Imgur blocks Brits after being threatened with Online Safety Act fines :^{

More like VP(ee)N

I finished Judith butlers who's afraid of gender intro it took more effort than I thought. Gonna go for 2 or 3 chapters today

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