During the lifetime of great revolutionaries, the oppressing classes constantly hounded them, received their theories with the most savage malice, the most furious hatred and the most unscrupulous campaigns of lies and slander. After their death, attempts are made to convert them into harmless icons, to canonize them, so to say, and to hallow their names to a certain extent for the “consolation” of the oppressed classes and with the object of duping the latter, while at the same time robbing the revolutionary theory of its substance, blunting its revolutionary edge and vulgarizing it.
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zululove @lemmy.ml - 2mon
Thanks I learned something
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
the same right wingers who were making fun of George Floyd for 5 years straight, editing him into everything, downplaying his death, reenacting it, Suddenly find saying "it's ironic how Kirk died" to be the most offensive thing ever?
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
Apparently the man who thinks the civil rights act was a mistake, cheering ICE, supports israel apartheid...... is an advocate for freedom
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Rojo27 [he/him] - 3mon
He was killed by a white man while using a tired old dogwhistle of "gang violence" to imply black on black violence. Its extremely ironic and extremely funny and they can go kick rocks if they don't like that.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
And they're still peddling the "drug overdose counterfeiter" angle, despite everything we know about Chauvin owing Floyd money and them knowing each other beforehand.
"Never believe the antisemites are unaware of the absurdity of their claims" etc.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
::: spoiler spoiler
All I'm saying is if a bunch of white people were being hanged from trees in 2025, it'll be considered an act of a serial killer and not ruled out as a suicide
:::
Man shit suck some white boomers are getting on me for going to the park everyday waiting for the library to open. They haven't said anything directly to me because they cowards but I know it's only a matter of time before cops are involved. Chilling in a different place now until library opens, hate how unwelcomed I feel based on
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
Fuck it not letting some dried up stains from letting me enjoy the park I'm back and vibing
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daofaorao [none/use name] - 3mon
the "communist ml" side on tumblr complaining abt the phrase "the usa has always been fascist" because it isnt accurate to a precise analysis of fascism and that it "whitewashes liberal democracy" has made me realize that site is truly full of navel gazers who have never interacted with anyone irl, much more so with nonwhites.
like when has a person who says that the usa has always been fascist (an effective rhetorical tool mind you!) ever been a proponent of fucking liberal democracy. like jfc. how pedantic.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
whenever a leftist ik admits they used or use tumblr/4chan/reddit regularly or used to identify with it I keep my eyes on them like they're going to turn into a horse or something
especially "leftists" spaces or boards there because they didn't have a "everything I believe in is wrong I have to rebuild what I know" self critic moment, people who held obvious reactionary beliefs such transphobia or racism then decide one day to become a communist have to either wipe out everything they believe in or exist in nazbol communities, because the moment you start talking some "tradwives" and "all lives matter" bullshit you're getting banned anywhere remotely on the left. They still carry the nonsense they held back then you just won't notice it because it isn't obvious or isn't in the topic, you talk to them for a while and they seem fine then boom they start having nostalgia about the Hamilton Musical and Obama, or if they're a redditor they start talking about Muslims, or if they were a /tttt/ or /leftypol/ user they use abbreviations and slurs no one knows.
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daofaorao [none/use name] - 3mon
a lot of these people, and in most communities dominated by westerners in general, is that they retain a lot of their chauvinism, especially the yanks. they would shout for the destruction of the settler state for israel while praising fucking new york city in the next post. the discontinuity between how they treat the two settler states is something i've repeated numerous times.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
it's also why liberal zionism is more common than anti-semitism over here, you can't get away with saying some bullshit about jews taking over the world and anti-semites can't hide it, they'd get chased out of even the democrat circles, meanwhile a liberal zionist who gets radicalized into socialism will still hold zionist beliefs because it's not too obvious and they themselves think liberal zionism is leftist.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
Leftypol is extremely reactionary. I'm also suspicious of anyone who uses it because they don't have rules like actual leftist spaces against bigotry and slurs.
I only browse 4chan for opposition research to understand and recognize dogwhistles. It's one of the reasons I no longer debate conservatives elsewhere because it's clear mainstream reactionaries have absorbed the Alt-Right into their platforms. This includes 4chan-style """trolling""" where they pretend like they were "just joking" if you call out their shitty beliefs.
The place was ground zero for online neo-nazis recruited by Steve Bannon outside of actual Stormfront.
they use abbreviations and slurs no one knows.
Exactly 💯%. They'll carry over their reactionary thinking and hope anyone won't notice.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
Exactly 💯%. They'll carry over their reactionary thinking and hope anyone won't notice.
I saw one spelling Uyighur odd, turns out it's because if you flip the u upside down it becomes the n word.
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
At the risk of getting put on horse-watch, I'm going to strongly agree with you about
or if they're a redditor they start talking about Muslims
I lurked on /r/atheism a long time ago while grappling with the fallout from my faith shattering, and what I concluded was that that crowd of "new atheists" were racist as hell. If I talked about not being muslim anymore because I wanted God to actually exercise power to make the world better, and since that doesn't happen I can't believe in anything supernatural anymore: Upvotes galore, sympathetic comments, people commiserating and trying to help me cope. If I said that bombing Muslims because you think their governments are too theocratic / autocratic is a horrible way to "liberate" anyone, and anyway people didn't need to be "liberated" by force, they just needed to be socially free to choose their beliefs and lifestyles (and, when free to choose, most people would remain Muslim because it's not actually bad to be religious, and you can be gay and trans and progressive and still be religious): Downvoted to hell and people dogpiling me and even citing the Quran out of context to tell me, someone raised in Islam, that I didn't know shit about it. If I pointed out that it's absolutely ridiculous for a mostly white mostly western userbase to talk so much shit about Islam at all when evangelical christianity is the thing that's actually threatening people's civil liberties: "terrorism", "migrants invading europe and making the crime rate skyrocket" (gee, why would a bunch of refugees suddenly show up? Did western foreign policy have anything to do with that?), and even worse things I don't want to retype out because it's so hateful.
The heel turn that Richard Dawkins took was not a surprise. That motherfucker ended up deciding he was a secular christian because he was so bothered by seeing Muslim women wearing clothes.
Redditors as a group seem to just hate Muslims because redditors are western chauvinists. That's the real reason they don't complain about committing a livestreamed holocaust on our western goverenments' dime. They like seeing people being murdered, as long as they're the right religion.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
I remember in the early 2010s when Atheism+ was popping up and I immediately noped out because they were obviously racist.
The heel turn Richard Dawkins took was not a surprise.
He always made me uncomfortable with how he had a double standard regarding Islam vs. the other Abrahamic religions. Like Christianity argues slaves should just enjoy being slaves and was used to justify the institution in the US. Islam requires its practitioners dress modestly which is somehow worse than the daily torture and abuse suffered by millions of people who were abducted from their homes and forced to live in brutal conditions like cattle? Fuck off with that shit lmao
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
Sorry but this is funny to me. A lot of the people they hate on worry about bombings even the ones like qatar who are on good terms. They worry about not getting to show off their glorious, undercooked hotdog looking bodies at a nude beach because of rules from said group....when christian theocracy is infinitely closer to making their fears come true.
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
Facts. There is so much great replacement talk on atheist groups its crazy. Racist jokes galore. Then they will turn to "cultural christian" on a whim to "defend the west". The white feminist there just wanna dump on poc men, warhawks brag about kids they killed, the concerned citizens go on about how common the name muhammad is. They keep going on about muslims taking over their country like reverse colonialism or religious conquest but know fuck all about actual colomialism because thats not at all how it works.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
go on about how common the name muhammad is.
Unlike you, us westerners don't use religious names (except for Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, Sarah, Rebecca, Abraham, Paul, Peter, Mary, Simon, Ruth, Joseph, Isaac, James, Martha, Jacob, Alex, Levi, Nathaniel, Raphael, Adam, Eve, Aaron, Ava, Caleb, Chloe, Daniel, Elizabeth, Ezekiel, Jason, David, Elon, Elijah, Toby, Ethan, Gabriel, Herman, Immanuel, Jesse, Jesus, Jonah, Josh, Tim, Julia, Leah, Lois, Malcolm, Phoebe, Phil, Tyler, Samuel, Seth, Tara, Jared, Thomas, and Zach). We use made-up rando shit like Nevaeh and Kethanaghan.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
I've been an atheist since my early-mid teens and will continue to consider myself such, but God damn, I feel less and less like the label actually applies to me when I think about the kind of people who are often associated with the term.
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FunkyStuff [he/him] - 3mon
whenever a leftist ik admits they used or use tumblr/4chan/reddit regularly
What you say is valid but it's also not like there's platforms you'd expect a person IRL to be on that are better than those?
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
using those websites to find something or because you're in a niche community that only exists there =! being a redditor or a tumblr/4chan regular, those sites have specific political culture. Other sites are either a wildcard or straight up reactionary, I never encountered a "I'm an instagram reels leftist" because they'd say the n-word 50 times before they'd turn a corner and I never encountered a "I'm a facebooker" because those don't exist that's not a real word. I guess we could add bluesky into the list in a few years once a substantial number of its users stop being libs.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
Been wanting to ask this question and it came back to my mind with my comment about that white therapist I had: Does anybody else hate seeing/hearing white people be self-proclaimed anti-racists? Something gives me the ick about white people affirming this supposed "anti-racist" stance by labeling themselves vocally. I even see it on HB at times.
Just do what you need to do to show it because, honestly, there are so many white people who falsely believe themselves to be anti-racist that it can never be a good look to me when a white person says that they are.
Well, it's telling that someone claims to 'not' eat people, in society historically known for well - eating people - because its profitable extracting what's left of the Global South people's flesh.
What a Global North society...
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
Liberals saying RIP assata in one breath then the next praising Obama like he didn't double the bounty on her
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2moons4hills [he/him] - 3mon
The libs don't read 😞
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
I'm trying to figure this out...... If this is what fascism is to white folks wtf is what poc and the imperial periphery have been going through called?
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
something that happened 400 years ago and is part of the past
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Lussy [he/him, des/pair] - 3mon
Poc are getting the brunt of the fascism in America, not white people. This is just white centricism
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
The only way I have been able to make sense of white people's double standards when it comes to atrocities our governments commit domestically vs abroad is to conclude that the very root of their problem is many of them are fundamentally incapable of seeing nonwhite people as human beings.
::: spoiler text referencing graphic imagery, war crimes
Normal person when watching videos of people crying over the corpses of their family who was just murdered by a bomb because America decided to do foreignpolicy: I feel this pain like that were my aunt, and I hate the murderers on their behalf with the intensity I would hate someone who murdered my own family member.
White person watching videos of people crying over their murdered family members' corpses: Ok we gotta plug this into a flow chart to decide whether we have empathy or not. What color are the victims? What religion are the victims? Who killed them? What color and religion are the people who killed them? Which political party is currently in charge and tentatively culpable? Can we come up with an excuse for why this was just an unfortunate accident and keep doing what we're doing?
:::
I can say this confidently because I have so frequently seen white people glazing politicians with the blood of millions on their hands. If they actually cared about other people, they would feel the hatred I feel anytime I see a "wholesome" picture of a smiling Bush, or a "wholesome" meme about who charming and folksy and unthreatening Biden is. If they actually cared, they would view this glazing as as distasteful and morally repugnant as if someone were sharing memes about how wholesome Hitler and Goebbels were.
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
This is facts. Or them having to give bush credit because of their distaste of trump. Act like Obamas only flaw was a tan suit. L The way they downplay these characters I'm telling you they will do the samw with trump mark my words. Especially as their politicians become more unhinged. Go to r/worldnews r/europe on any topic on muslims, trans hell africans..... Thats how a lot of those neolibs feel.
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
Exactly. They were already gearing up to do it for Trump when he had General Qassem Soleimani assassinated, saying he was finally "presidential". They will do it with Trump.
Fucking Ezra Klein was out praising Charlie Kirk. There is no fascist too monstrous for these liberals to cozy up to, because at the end of the day they're all on the same western chauvinist white supremacist team.
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
For real. If trump succeeded in Iran causing untold misery for tens of millions there they would praise him on that. Even if he did that to mexico with the whole cartel angle how long till they whitewash that too?
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 3mon
It seems like the “quirky/nerdy/weird” poc white worship the hardest.
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WildWeezing420 [he/him] - 3mon
Well if you are talking about outside America, most “nerd culture” is produced either in the USA or Japan. Generic Fantasy settings are based on idealized versions of Europe, and have a lot of problematic tropes associated. If someone’s only cultural input is this homogenized whitewashed crap then they will start reflecting that outwardly in their worldview. Marvel movies have an ideology. Video Games often have an ideology. “Apolitical” nerds who consume uncritically will have those ideologies
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
yeah I've noticed that, the nerds here are the type to be the most pathetic, the type to praise the west in everything and the type to think they are white.
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WildWeezing420 [he/him] - 3mon
Btw looks like you were right about the Italian warship, now reporting is coming out that they are trying to confiscate the aid and deliver it to an Israeli port in an Israeli approved plan.
I was holding out hope until more details came out since it was so uncharacteristic of fascist settler NATO states to use migrant-hunting warships for good and stayed on the fence about it before celebrating. Hope the Italian general strike punishes these snakes
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Rojo27 [he/him] - 3mon
Fuck, of course. We need an Italycool emoji. In the meantime, here's a happy to all the fascist fucks in the Italian government.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
As a "quirky/nerdy/weird" Black person (as I've been called), I ain't even got a problem with you saying this because, in my experience, I've noticed this pattern, too.
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daofaorao [none/use name] - 3mon
what happened that gave you such an impression?
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 3mon
Living life in both the US and a majority non-white country.
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hello_hello [comrade/them] - 3mon
It could also be due to the fact that a lot of fandom's/fan communities are dominated by white people so nerdy poc appease the white leaders of these communities by not speaking out against injustice.
I see this with my cs degree now where the POC in my classes either inherit the opinions of the white professors or dont speak up at all. The amount of anti China hatred in western cs classes is wild and some of it comes from the Chinese diaspora who will protect white ppls feelings.
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homhom9000 [she/her] - 3mon
It's crucial to be materialist during these times. Losing 13 billion in soybean, car manufacturer plant stalled because deportation blowback, un finally saying its a genocide, all of these things are related and interdependent on each other. All else that's happening is facism thrashing for the only power they can control and capitalist hoarding wealth by budding up to power.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
🪱 my gf 🥺 she won't stop shit talking Castro 😩
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godlessworm [comrade/them] - 3mon
whats she saying about him? he’s too hot so he must have been the devil?
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
She mostly eats dirt but it's vibes based insults
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Rojo27 [he/him] - 3mon
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Angel [any] - 3mon
I hate how my ability to care about the struggles of white people seems to be diminishing a lot, even if they're legitimate struggles.
For example, seeing white queer people complain about queerphobic legislation just doesn't bother me anymore, even though I'd be impacted by that very legislation.
The legislation does concern me, yes, but the white complaints about it? I don't care what they have to say because I can't get over how common it is for white people to only care about injustice insofar as it goes after them personally.
These same white queer people would never give a damn about anything pertaining to systemic racism, and if they posted some tweet saying they did, it'd just be performative bullshit.
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
The legislation does concern me, yes, but the white complaints about it? I don't care what they have to say because I can't get over how common it is for white people to only care about injustice insofar as it goes after them personally.
I hear what you're saying. I think I reached this point in like, Spring of 2024 at the latest. And it was entirely because of that dynamic. Watching white and even so-called "radicals" rush to ignore genocide because they actually don't consider brown people human (again! They did this with Afghanistan and Iraq too, but this was so much worse!), well, that I should have expected. But to then in the very same breath act terrified that Trump was going to win and be a fascist just seemed selfish. Like ok white people, if you don't care about people being murdered in an open air concentration camp then don't suddenly expect people to care that you (and the rest of us) are going to get some more persecution at home. Be fucking consistent.
I mean, I was also basically frustrated with this dynamic: All of a sudden for the first time in their lives, many of these white people around me were grappling with fear that they were going to be directly persecuted by the government. I mean "they're going to put us in camps!" fear. That's something that the rest of us had to learn how to cope with as children. Grow the fuck up, white people. Or don't, but don't expect me to humor your childishness.
And I was so frustrated because I'd been trying to educate white people about the fascist threat for over a decade at that point, by pointing out the many ways the US government murders people abroad and persecutes immigrants domestically and was already putting immigrants in camps and cages and had been jailing black people to use for prison labor longer than I'd been alive, but most of my pleas for people to care about other people had fallen on [ableist language I won't say actually, because that ableistly ascribes to disability what is better ascribed to whiteness. My words fell on white ears]. I'd been called "psychotic" even for saying that this white american nativist movement was evil, was going to kill people, and needed to be treated as such. But now all of a sudden wouldn't you know it, Trump is fascist! The fascist threat suddenly looms out of nowhere! So we have to have to have to support Democrats to protect us from Trump! And if I pointed out that the Democrats were actively committing a holocaust right in front of our eyes, it was drowned out by "but the genocide will continue no matter who's in power! We're in danger! Save us!" I looked around. Was I alone in thinking this. I could be the odd one out and still be right, but if it was only me I should consider that maybe I was just wrong. But then other trans immigrant influencers I followed started saying it too: "Don't use our queerness to excuse genocide. Fuck Trump, but fuck Biden and Harris and the Democratic Party as a whole too." So no, it was (mostly) whiteness.
It sent a clear message: Oh, they have no solidarity. They don't actually care about fascism. They don't actually care about systemic violence being done to people. They just care about themselves. All those years when I had solidarity with oppressed white people meant nothing to them, because they just wanted to take but never give. And I stopped being able to care or respond in emotionally supportive ways. Friends would confide in me "I'm really scared, what if they try to round us up?" and all I could say was "welcome to the club, how do you think they treated Muslims here? But even then, most people didn't get caught up in the dragnet so you're probably going to be fine and shouldn't worry so much, it's needlesly stressing you. Here's what helped me cope and not stress so much, maybe it'll help you: "If they come for me, I won't die alone, but til then I'm not going to torment myself worrying about a day that may never come." I was trying to share my hard-won wisdom and help people not have to reinvent the wheel. But these ingrates didn't appreciate it.
It reminds me of what I find so funny about HP Lovecraft's writing, actually: the white supremacist attachment to being at the top and suddenly finding out they're not. For Lovecraft's characters, it was because there were older and more ancient powerful civilizations that predated Mankind. For Lovecraft himself, it was similar, except he was losing his shit about nonwhite cultures. For these people, it's finding out that their whiteness will not protect them from other white people.
idk, it's probably not the best thing for solidarity-building to vent those feelings but this is an EMPOC only space. And on the other hand, I'd really like to see white people who are relatively new to being systemically oppressed to this extent account for their position and maybe with a bit of humility say "I'm freaking the fuck out about possibly being on a government kill list, can those of you who've already had to grapple with this help me cope?" instead of "so y'all need to listen to me when I tell you that the best way to protect me is to throw your comrades under the bus".
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
because I'd been trying to educate white people about the fascist threat for over a decade at that point,
It's been so, so frustrating dealing with whites about BLM. Trayvon Martin was killed in 2012 and Eric Garner + Tamir Rice both in 2014. They've been silent for over a decade. But you torch a few cop cars in 2020 after another unarmed black person is murdered and all of a sudden they're losing their shit.
I have to remind myself intersectionality isn't conditional, but holy fuck does whitey test my patience.
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
I probably should try to remember intersectionality isn't conditional because I never consciously thought it was before, but damn some people need to have that point hammered home for them.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
::: spoiler Fetishism on a Facebook post
White woman with the caption "POV: Black men just hit different... had me weak every time"
2.4k likes
275 comments
Couldn’t find a single one being critical of this dehumanizing behavior.
This is, once again, more insight into the problem of racial fetishism being an extremely socially acceptable form of racism.
This is more insight into the issue of people being racist so long as they can get away with it.
This is more insight into the tendency for people to reduce what counts as "racist" down to men in white hoods lynching dark-skinned people.
It also is a yet another instance of white nonsense that continues to validate my decision to never date out again.
:::
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
And stupid fucks act like we're supposed to be grateful about it.
Like the God's themselves have smiled down in favor upon us
Considering precisely how much fetishism goes around and is rooted in serious fucked up history how in this capitalist society everything including relationships is commodified as transactional this just grosses me out and is a big red flag. And it further dehumanizes the people into thinking the only thing the subject of ridicule values is to be a commodity so as to find this bullshit flattering.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
I love how much you use
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
I'm sorry I'm subjecting to this fuckery
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
::: spoiler fetishism too
I couldn't find the specific tweet, but it was some girl saying something like "'y'all I am persian and [fetishism of black people] every week, but the mullahs have to go", like she thought it was a progressive thing to say
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
Wow that is heinous.
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homhom9000 [she/her] - 3mon
Grieving is ass. I hate having to hold myself together because my parent doesn't want to think about it or talk about it but I know it's eating them up and it'll be better to just let it out. Hopefully they'll let out some grief when I go back home, I know I will.
Yeah. It's a day at a time thing. I want my parent to grieve while I'm here so they don't feel alone
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
Only 2 whites in the Senate voted against lionising this Kirk guy. Once again
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
Seeing anti immigrant British bump freddie mercury songs all the way up when he's queer and of indian descent show the power of the west to really subsume all into itself.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
I have a feeling that telling them that about Freddie would put them under pressure.
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
I see what you did there
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
I will say things that will end up being fedposting so I'll just keep quiet
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
This is why there's no crime that's too old to remember, there's not "it was so long ago you have to move on", because when they [the colonizers] step on you, they won't rest until you apologize for hurting their foot, they won't rest until they stomp you out.
I just heard local normies talking about Hasan. One of them called him Hasan Parker and the other said he was some kind of comedian that tries to make the news funny.
Recorded deaths of civil rights participants (BPP, MLK, X)!by state violence ~70
Deaths by gang violence 2024 ~1800
If only every blood, crip & gd in America was a revolutionary socialist fighting for the people..
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Angel [any] - 3mon
The transcription interview went very well. It was also with a Black woman.
I now have to do one more assessment, and once I get graded on it, I'll be able to start the job soon!
Seeing as how transcription is something I'm adept at, I'm confident! I got a week to complete this assessment but plan on completing it either tonight or tomorrow.
Regarding pay, she said that this could be a full-time job for me, as they are the largest legal transcription service for the US, and she used a calculator that considers both my typing speed and hours I want to work and calculates an expected rate.
Based on her calculations, she says I should expect to make 18 to 20 USD an hour as a conservative estimate. Nice.
A few of our diaspora have willingly returned due to ICE scares and the culture shock is already too much. The lower standard of living and more socially conservative population clearly makes them uncomfortable. It’s why I always say you should strongly consider these things if you plan to live in the global south after living your entire life in the global north.
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Rojo27 [he/him] - 3mon
I've always told people that I could never move to my parents country because I just don't fit in. The few times I've visited I'm sure I stick out like a sore thumb and I've never really been able to connect with my extended family. Everyone from my generation is either a bougie lib (mostly on my dad's side) or an evangelical (on my mom's side). The car culture there is probably on par, if not just as bad as it is in the US.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
I seriously have thought of moving to a more socially progressive region with a lot of other Black people (which may still be somewhere in Burgerland for all I know), and where my family is from absolutely does not fit that mold at all. In fact, they recently recriminalized homosexuality, having first decriminalized it in 2018.
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daofaorao [none/use name] - 3mon
its kinda sad that imperialism and neocolonialism created a positive feedback loop wherein third worlders move to western countries for better opportunities and pay with most becoming frothing reactionaries (due to basic class interest) who would kill every single one of their own just for the chance to be accepted as white
not saying your diaspora are like that, obviously. but a lot are.
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 3mon
Oh that kind definitely exists. It’s every white Guatemalan who insists they have full European ancestry.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
who insists they have full European ancestry.
lol. lmao, even.
A lot of whites don't even think of Spaniards as white because they speak Spanish. However racist you think Americans can be, for example, realize it's probably double or triple whatever you imagine.
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
Bold of spaniards to think of themselves as white given the 700-year history of Al-Andalus (on the other hand they did THE defining act of colonial violence that kicked off the genocides which eventually led to the creation of whiteness as a category so... yeah I guess they've earned it)
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
My issue is being disabled. I rely on a lot of medical supplies daily for stuff I won't gross out the class with. It might be out of the frying pan and into the fire. The first A in "ADA" isn't "Around the world."
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
You know that sort of thing is why my response to racists saying "don't like it? Just go back to your home country" tends to be so hateful toward them.
The global north sucks but this is my home and I actually literally can't easily go to my parents' home country because I'd fit in even worse. They'd treat me as an outsider there too, and actually with much better grounds because I'd be "the American". Culturally I'm not a fit. Language? I have the comprehension of maybe a 6 month old, if that. Religion? Apostate so that's fantastic. Heat tolerance? I think I would actually just die of heatstroke, and no, AC isn't the solution because brownouts are frequent.
As things have gotten worse I've wondered if I should try to go somewhere else -- if not my parents' home country then another place -- and I always land back on: at least I have friends here and I know the culture and the landscape.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
I think a lot of my anxiety comes about from being colored in public, it's that family guy skin tone meme where if you too dark it's loitering. Anyway fuck and fuck
For real. There's just a level of extra vigilance, and it's weird / upsetting. I've been out walking around and have legit had people gasp in fear as I walked past them even though I wasn't coming up behind them, they should have seen me coming. Am I just spooky? Or is there something else?
::: spoiler Spoiler, for a couple spooky stories about racism and then me rambling on some tangent because thoughts/feelings came up and I'm just not having a good time:
First one:
Many years ago I went to a town not far from where I live, walking around and exploring with my then-partner. It wasn't a small town but it wasn't the big city. It was pretty and it was nice to walk around in a novel area. But something was off.
After a while my partner said "let's go home".
Me: yeah, it's a pretty place and there's more to explore but something just feels weird and I'm kind of on edge. Not sure what it is.
Them: Really? I thought you'd figured it out already
Me: What?
Them: I'm white, you're not, and we are the only interracial couple I've seen here at all. People are looking at us, that's why I want to get out of here while there's still some light.
Me, a young dumbass: Oh that's why it feels weird. Well I don't like that but we have the right to walk around, nobody's going to mess with us and if they do I know how to fight, let's just keep exploring.
Them: Yeah, you think the cops here will let you get away with "they were racist and started it, it was self defense"? Ever heard of a sundown town?
Me: yeah but I'm not black.
Them: You think racists care? Come on, I grew up in the country, we're leaving.
And they grabbed my hand and led me to the car. We're in a blue state. This wasn't even the sticks, not really. Also come to think of it racists can be incredibly bad at guessing people's race, I've been called the N word by white people and been so dumbfounded because like... they clearly aren't sending their best and brightest to racist school to figure out which slurs to use.
**Second one: **
And I guess I can't blame it on just being sort of outside the city because another time we were in the city browsing separately and some employee just kept pestering me, specifically me, asking "can I help you find anything" which made it harder for me to browse and take in the sights to see if I wanted anything. Until that partner came by, said "they're with me, we're just browsing", and then stayed right by my side while we browsed for a while longer. I found a box of gluten free scone mix that looked really cool and wanted to buy it, but that partner whispered in my ear "just buy it online, I don't want to get anything from here, I'll tell you when we're outside, keep browsing and don't act suspicious." Well I didn't know what the deal was but if my partner asks me to play along in some subterfuge I do it no questions asked until such time as we can debrief. When we got a ways away, they explained.
Them: "that lady was being really racist to you so I don't think we should pay their business any money."
Me, oblivious: Racist? how? I think I'd have noticed.
Them: Come on, she followed you specifically to keep an eye on you. Not me. Not anyone else in the store. Specifically you. Why do you think that is? I mean you dress a little shabby but you don't look homeless, which is the only other reason someone would think you were going to steal stuff.
Me: ooooooh... Wow I am not great at noticing this kind of racism am I? It's so much tamer than what I'm used to that it doesn't even register.
Dang, processing out loud do I miss them even though it's been years since we split, and even longer since they were like that. They were way more based than I realized for a while before idk what liberal brainworms got them. Probably just the fact that they were, fundamentally, a white liberal, and as white liberalism moved hard to the right or its contradictions got exposed, that influenced them too. Well, and I suppose when tumblr banned porn and they quit it in protest there went their biggest source of regularly reading anything remotely progressive other than my own facebook posts.
Life is really weird isn't it.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
I'm a bit bad at noticing it too unless it's overt too shit sucks
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
I live near a de-facto sundown town and they're on that old-school anti-Papist, antisemitic, anti-Asian racism because they ran out of black and Latine people to terrorize a long time ago. I don't even remember how old I was when my sister told me as we were driving through "If we have to stop for whatever reason, do not get out of the car."
There's former sundown towns elsewhere nearby that had laws against more than just black people. One specifically had a "No Chinese after dark" law. There was a small Asian-American community that lived on the outskirts on the county border. That law wasn't repealed until something like 1966.
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
Wow, that sounds scary
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 2mon
Ghana has to borrow from IMF to buy its own gold because its gold its mostly owned by foreign powers. This is normal
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Angel [any] - 2mon
Unrelated but that new pfp is swag af
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 2mon
It is for the purpose of evil
Corporate vegeta is activated. LinkedIn thrusters are go. Starbucks cups are go. Bootstraps pulled. Here. We. Go
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 2mon
how to get white people to be against anything? attach a picture of a black man or an immigrant doing it
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Angel [any] - 2mon
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 2mon
::: spoiler examples
basic succdem policies, like healthcare and childcare, they're against it because of "undeserving people who take my taxes", childcare is mega racist, you can feel the "I don't want them to have more kids"
Guns, American nazis are all about gun freedom and stuff,show one of us holding a gun and blam, gang violence is bad.
I forgot about him doing blackface, but its pretty telling that he got pulled for criticizing Trump and not for this.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
::: spoiler racism and general nonsense
this isn't just blackface, this has levels to it, the beard the basketball, doing a regular black face is like a racist squeezing their eyes and say to mock east asian people, whatever this guy's doing is pulling out an orientalist outfit round glasses and fake teeth, this guy is not a casual racist, this is the type of guy that you quit racism for because there's too many sweats, and he got away with it for years this guy's a one man esport team. a one man klan.
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 3mon
He did a lot of things on the Man show that would get him cancelled today
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anarchoilluminati [comrade/them] - 3mon
I've always hated Kimmel because he just disavowed what Man Show was by saying "it was just a joke!" and sold out to being a liberal darling. At least Carolla owns being a total asshole Right winger and admits Man Show was intentionally an anti-feminist show.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
I expect cannibalism to return as a mainstream racist rhetoric in the next 10 years
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
They've been using that for Haitian immigrants already.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
really? like is it mainstream or just 4chan boards type of thing?
And remember for a lot of right wingers its been a way to smear native Americans for years hell decades to say they were cannibals. Hell I bet several believe bone tomahawk or cannibal holocaust is legit
Westerners aren’t helpless innocents whose minds are injected with atrocity propaganda, science fiction-style; they’re generally smug bourgeois proletarians who intelligently seek out as much racist propaganda as they can get their hands on. This is because it fundamentally makes them feel better about who they are and how they live. The psychic and material costs are rationally worth the benefits.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
bone tomahawk
I still can't get over them doing "not real Indians" in that movie, despite them still being human. During that part of the movie, I thought it was going to be revealed they weren't actual Native Americans as in "they're actually feral British vampires" or dinosaurs or something. Nope! Movie just wanted an excuse to do ethnic cleansing and not have the audience feel bad about it.
I was cheering when the settler got cleaved in half.
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WildWeezing420 [he/him] - 3mon
If you want the reverse version of this, there's the Michael Crichton book Eaters of the Dead (I believe they also made it a movie called The 13th Warrior).
Set during the Muslim golden age, a sophisticated and educated Muslim man (played by Antonio Banderas lmao) is sent as a diplomatic delegate to the uncivilized European barbarian hinterlands, he stays among norse Vikings or angloids in a misty wet shithole. There are "barbarians" that attack the town constantly, even more barbarous than the vikings. Turns out they are some isolated species of cannibal Neanderthals or something.
Kind of funny that they took the premise of a story that was turning Orientalism on its head by examining backwards and violent Europe through the eyes of a Muslim main character and just made it normal orientalist again by making the whites main characters and the barbarians back into Native Americans. The whole point was to invert the tropes! They just stole Michael Crichton's story and inverted it to make it not clever again.
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 3mon
I’ve heard it in person from Dominicans. It’s very mainstream for them
Whose nation-state are the perps of the Parsley massacre?
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
@vegeta1@hexbear.net about your comment in the last mega, Charlie Kirk is literally against minorities having civil rights.
On a different topic, westerners who say shit like "oh I don't eat vegetables" I've seen multiple say it like it's a normal thing... how?
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 3mon
on a somewhat similar topic, I've noticed something about right wingers, they genuinely tie political beliefs to how a person looks, they act surprised when a white cis male doesn't like Charlie Kirk and hates feminists and minorities, and it's what makes Kamala and other marginalized racists even more pathetic because this logic also applies to them. it's writing books for the illiterate.
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
And they putting him side by side with MLK
A man he literally shat on
If this populace were anymore brainwashed they'd be a tyranid hivemind
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Angel [any] - 2mon
The performativity in this certain type of white male feminist is so obvious with how much they'll try so hard to come off as "one of the good men" to white women who teach them about an undialectical, stripped-down version of "feminism" but they'd never do the same thing in the context of trying to be "one of the good whites." Maybe they would if they were simping for a Black woman, I guess, which unfortunately happens.
I literally know this white guy who'll cheer on white women complaining about men but get extremely defensive and pissed off when POC complain about white people. Unsurprisingly, behind the scenes, this dude makes objectifying comments about these women.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 2mon
Never ask a white male feminist his opinion about third world countries
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Angel [any] - 2mon
::: spoiler [CW: CSA/Islamophobia]
That same white guy I mentioned in this comment? I showed him this video of Black people being asked the question, "What are white people exactly superior at?" The answers you'd expect were all there. Things like "colonialism, "genocide," and "oppression" were all uttered. One of the people said "molesting children," and that white guy went into the comments to say "Fucked up they'll say white people are superior at molesting children, but Middle Eastern people have a pedophile as a prophet!" or something like that. Really unpleasant dude. Jesus Christ, those are some white tears.
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 2mon
yep
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Angel [any] - 2mon
Found a really neat Black vegan trans woman to chat with. I wouldn't say I see romantic potential, but it is really nice to have friends who I can vibe with in such ways. We shall see how things go.
cringiest urb✱n d✱ction✱ry definition i've ever seen
::: spoiler cw: white boy victim complex
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daofaorao [none/use name] - 3mon
criticism of marriage as an institution aside, i dont know what its like where you live but thee fact that people in my country think that marrying in your early 20s is the norm and not even question it is fucking absurd with me.
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 3mon
Same in mine, but it’s especially true because our area is so young even by the country’s average. Average age in my department is only two years off of Gaza’s.
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tamagotchicowboy [he/him] - 3mon
Gonna go on a rant about bad therapy time, I'm just going to cw since even I feel content warned thinking of it
::: spoiler spoiler
Been having a rough couple of weeks, worthy of a telenovella, super sick relatives that may die, terrible time at work getting sexually harassed, and existential dread. Add to all that shit my theorycasting of trauma dumping on a brand new therapist out of the gate was a complete disaster, ofc in this area what could I fucking expect, white chud dismisses not only bigotry I experience, also a damn hate crime I experienced the reason I'm going in, my terrible burnout, but also belittles me as the public typically does retail workers, if he didn't read my file, and tbh he probably didn't its a medicaid clinic ffs, but this is almost as bad as the therapist I had that started ranting on me about some random other client that didn't care for her child and called me the wrong name while scolding me, lol. I should have stopped her, but I was morbidly curious, and in this case I sort of wonder how bad he's going to continue fucking up, I'm already about 70pct offended, son that takes WORK. To a large degree I realize in Gringolandia I'm basically a lime colored teapot unicorn, poor fuck has never seen something like me, nor ever will again, so he utterly lacks the framework, and in such a therapeutic environment you're just going to standardize all the patients, RIP me the shiny outlier. I don't want to exactly burn bridges and call him out, but I'm not going to be able to take an ultra patronizing 6th grade tier biology of anxiety lecture without losing my last shred of patience with all the shit going down. I can't exactly ditch neither for reasons, at least not right away.
When its shit like this it becomes to harder to realize how much is me trying to process trauma when I'm still in actively being traumatized survival mode vs an actual new offense. I also have that to consider. I hate having to backseat therapy like this, why couldn't I have gone to gradschool and all that work out? Lol, at least I will never harm someone with my knowledge but myself I suppose.
Also I want to say fuck, talk therapy 50% bourgeois cishet white nonsense other 50% metaphysics! Grrr.
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 3mon
I'm sorry that cracker treated you like that. There's good clinics and therapists out there but it takes effort to find them and it takes extra effort to find them when marginalized and then it takes extra extra effort to find them in places that are full of CHUDs. I hope you can find someone who's actually a good fit because a good therapist can save lives, but a bad therapist is worse than no therapist at all
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tamagotchicowboy [he/him] - 3mon
A mere 12b chatbot was better than this guy, or the lady that started scolding, I feel equal parts amused and angry about that. I hate going back to a modern twist on Dr. Sbaitso, humans are supposed to be better.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
I'm fortunate the clinic I go to has a lot of PoC so the staff is at least experienced dealing with racism issues (if not PoC themselves). I do notice that white counselors often have blind spots, even when they're actively trying not to.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
I literally used to have a white cis gay male therapist who claimed he was anti-racist and defended his Black friends from racism even when he was just a little kid, and when I talked about microaggressions in the context of workplace and hiring concerns, he legitimately asked me, "How do you know it's racism?"
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
You can't make this shit up lmao
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tamagotchicowboy [he/him] - 3mon
Had this dude pull that along with not believing me, it honestly retripped my trauma and made it hard to function for a few days. This is going to have me swear off therapy for good at this rate.
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tamagotchicowboy [he/him] - 3mon
This dude has spots you could drive a bus through, hence chud. PoCs are rare out here. Ended up flat out cancelling, I'd rather not deal with a racist.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 3mon
Hope you find a better therapist. It's hard finding good ones as-is, so adding racism to deal with on top of that is even worse.
Did he have a background in sociology? It's always the goddamn sociology psychologists that are the worst. They devoted their undergraduate to a Marxist field of study without ever reading Marx because the Red Scare never ended.
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tamagotchicowboy [he/him] - 3mon
Yes he did, I'll keep an eye out for those since the dude was pretty fucking bad, finally working courage up to see a therapist about a hate crime for them to be a bigot is some cosmic grade to hell with you in particular, the simulation desires your upmost raw suffering tier shit.
I've had some good therapists before, but they've generally been super seasoned and in cities, and I'm not in a good place physically nor economically for 5hr drives. I'm at the point I'm just going to call it for now since I can't afford being fucked up for 4 days at work to the point people notice because my therapist reopened trauma and salted the mental wounds. I cried like every day after work.
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Belly_Beanis [he/him] - 2mon
Does your insurance cover telehealth visits? I think it depends on the state, but some places you can call or do video appointments with therapists if you're 5 hours away from a clinic. Maybe you can get a referral from your primary care provider saying you need some kind of accommodation not available at clinics in your town, so you have to use someone elsewhere.
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tamagotchicowboy [he/him] - 2mon
A lot of therapists don't take my insurance at all and where I live a lot of places have gotten more strict on remote visits. I'll try to get a referral for that office again but my first visits will still need to be in person.
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 3mon
Finding the American hysteria over comedians doing the Saudi gigs funny. Your own billionaires lobbied to keep your healthcare and so many other quality of life markers down. They also largely support this orange fascist and the genocide. They are directly involved in your immiseration. Not that the Saudi in power are good but the energy different innit
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 3mon
I’m wasting my time arguing with a Bolivian gusano who says Evo was a narco president and denies the coup
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WildWeezing420 [he/him] - 3mon
Evo will be vindicated. Arce was such a snake and everyone tried to pretend he was not
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Rojo27 [he/him] - 3mon
Everyone guasnos hate is a narco president now. A family member had been talking about how Colombian guanos were talking about how Petro brought MS13 (???) to Colombia and is using them to kill critics. Absolutely laughable shit, you'd think we're at the height of the War on Drugs.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
I hate how I feel like a job offer is so close to me but simultaneously feel like it'll never actually be in my reach.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
Been reading fort brag cartel and it's pretty much patriarchy/racism all the way to the top. It also been cementing my antidrug way of life tbh, fuck book real good.
Huh that's funny - I actually have that book online to read. I might wanna read with you.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
Go for it, I got it from my library and it was super highly requested so I gotta finish by next week and return it. Hit me up with your thoughts tho
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 2mon
There was a time when I used to struggle sleeping because I would hear a voice whispering stuff into my ear. I’d wake up and see shadow people either on the bed or standing at the foot of it. One time I had a dream I was running from them and got grabbed. I still remember how it felt because the feeling of the grip it had on my fingers felt unusually real for a dream.
An indigenous man heard me talking about it one time and gave me a charm. The thing looks like nightmare fuel by itself but he claimed it scared away dark spirits. I haven’t had those issues since then. So thanks. I really appreciate it.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
I remember the hell that was watching the George Lopez show, I always kept hoping it would get better but nah. The literal 🪱 grandfather I could never be sure if they were fully making fun of him in the way or not but if memory serves his family had slaves.
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anarchoilluminati [comrade/them] - 3mon
Wait, whose family had slaves?
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
So in the george's father in law he called them servants if I remember
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
Reading about heroin and Afghanistan just reminds me back to opium and China etc, I'm straight edged vegan myself but yeah really do be pushing poison. I remember hearing on crack too and don't doubt it was tied to Iran Contra but like I haven't read any books on it yet, if someone has a good one be cool for a title
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Angel [any] - 3mon
xvx gang
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
We out here
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 2mon
TIL about the term “black fatigue” wtf
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 2mon
Reading Wikipedia:
Black fatigue is a term used to describe black people in the United States who are experiencing psychological and physical problems caused by various factors including systemic racism. The term was invented by writer Mary Frances Winters in 2020 when she published a book in which the term was first used.
Ok this makes sense and hell I feel that even as a different marginalized race, once again we got black writers coming up with incisive analysis of racism. What's the problem?
The term was co-opted by right-wing individuals in 2025 and defined by them as a feeling of "fatigue" when interacting with black people.
We gotta drop these s into the ocean
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Rojo27 [he/him] - 2mon
Holy shit, I remember when black fatigue was first going around social media back in 2020 and it was like, 'shit, yeah I feel that.' Especially because I had friends talking about how traumatized they had become from seeing videos of police violence against black people in the wake of the George Floyd murder to the extent where they just rather not have watched any news about similar cases.
But leave it to the fucking to go and fucking coopt a term for a very real experience and use it as another way to say they hate black people. Fuck dropping them in the ocean. Drop them slowly into fucking lava.
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CommunistCuddlefish [she/her] - 2mon
Counterpoint, in the ocean they can feed some cute little crabs <3 . In the lava the carbon in their bodies just goes to waste.
Especially because I had friends talking about how traumatized they had become from seeing videos of police violence against black people in the wake of the George Floyd murder to the extent where they just rather not have watched any news about similar cases.
Eerie. I had a period of time when I was a young adult where I was so traumatized from growing up watching the news being full of dead brown people from AmeriKKKa's wars that I ended up stopping paying attention to the news altogether, thinking I'd just put my head down, grind, focus on college, try to build a life for myself instead of mourning people too far away for me to help.
But fascism doesn't go away just because you try to ignore it, and I got pulled back into having to care about politics pretty quickly. I had maybe a 2 year reprieve at most and I was worse off for it because I'd accumulated apolitical, conservative, and liberal "friends", many of whom I then shed when they realized I was not actually apolitical, I had just been burned out. To them, I probably seemed like I suddenly radicalized hard. To me, it was just that I had the fuel to burn again.
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 2mon
You know I remember seeing it in 2020 now that you mention it. I’ve only seen it recently to mean “I’m sick of black people” by those black conservative grifters.
in action... fuck. Glad he was able to get away, but it just hurts thinking of all the people who haven't been so lucky.
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 2mon
And supreme court gave the greenlight. Absolute nonces
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Angel [any] - 3mon
Just finished that assessment... took me a minute to get it down because I had to take time to understand the rules and whatnot, but it seemed pretty easy and I'm confident. I shall get an answer soon!
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Angel [any] - 3mon
That link
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vegeta1 [he/him] - 2mon
I'll be real I'm never surprised or shocked when a rapper denigrates his own race or sells out and I honestly never have been. Disappointed at times yes but not surprised. This is obviously not all rappers of course but I can't tell you the amount of lyrics that would make the KKK sound civil rights activists on some songs
I got an offer to do the transcription job (kind of), BUT
I need to complete an onboarding process, which will still require another test.
I need a few things before I start, namely a foot pedal and a copy of Microsoft Office. c/mutual_aid might be able to help with this. I have to get these by October 7th
I'm not jumping and celebrating yet! I have done too many premature celebrations before, so I have to see how this goes, and with this in mind, I'm still going to be out here applying for jobs and doing more interviews.
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hello_hello [comrade/them] - 3mon
A white eastern european guy who is like 2 years younger me telling me that people littering is an example of how people don't care and that most people don't care but he agrees with me in spirit. He also doesn't understand why plagiarism is bad.
Our conversation was about how you shouldn't use LLMs at all.
I hate white people in CS. I hate white people in CS I hate white people in CS I hate white people in CS
I'm never trying to get to be friends with white people ever again.
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Angel [any] - 2mon
Not all crackers are salty, but don't go buying a box of Ritz if you're trying to watch your sodium intake.
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Angel [any] - 3mon
Gotta love these people.
::: spoiler Context
A post on Facebook was asking "Roger Waters or Geddy Lee?"
I responded by saying that, though I prefer Geddy Lee's musical contributions, Waters has much better politics (Geddy Lee is unfortunately a Zionist, and it can be extremely difficult for me to separate art from the artist when it comes to such a matter, of course.)
Got tons of angry white men upset with me because of that. Don't care!
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WildWeezing420 [he/him] - 3mon
Roger Waters has been vindicated so hard
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Angel [any] - 2mon
::: spoiler CW: Genderqueer Awkwardness
I was just on a walk, and this person, a much older Black woman, stopped me to talk to me, asking me if I was this person she knows.
I was confused at first, but based on the name of the person she brought up, it wasn't me (just someone who might look similar), so after me being a bit perplexed and fumbling my words, I say "No, that's not me." Then she asks me, kind of spontaneously, "Are you male or female?"
I just responded with "What?" because I didn't know what to say. Due to my androgyny, this isn't necessarily an uncommon occurrence, but usually, people just assume and I roll with it. It's not as common that people directly ask "what gender" I am.
After I said "What?", she got upset, and then she started getting very apologetic. I told her that it's okay and that I accept her apology, but nothing I said was able to calm her down, really, so I just kept walking.
Yikes.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 2mon
::: spoiler Got hit with the pokemon line, had you followed up might have gotten to choose from 3 starters.
Real tho sorry you had to deal with her
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Angel [any] - 2mon
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 2mon
Was feeling in a loving mood so was texting family that I loved them dearly, this lead sibling to thinking ICE was picking me up 🙃 I reassured them I was fine but this country sucks. I know tracking ICE is gonna get tougher thanks to that alt right prick doing that shooting recently and do wonder how long it's gonna be before I have an incident
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 2mon
On this note I will tell the people I love I love them more often and try not to isolate myself online as much for my online friends and anyone here who'd call me a friend so as to not worry that I got disappeared.
There's never too much "I love you" when you greet somebody a goodbye or a cya. I mean, you never know when it's gonna be the last, so its good keep that mind.
Also, good for staying grounded with your loved ones.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 2mon
Love do be revolutionary
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 2mon
I’m in Belize now for the weekend. It feels so different and yet so familiar. A more Caribbean culture with stronger black influence while also carrying a lot of Hispanic culture from immigration. It’s a lot safer than Guatemala and the politics lean more Soc-Dem.
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Angel [any] - 2mon
I was able to get the funds I needed for my rent to be covered as well as the transcription equipment. Good! I have an interview tomorrow, too. I feel pretty nice about it. I talked with the owner of this place on the phone, and he seemed to vibe well. Over the phone, he said to me, "Well, the next step is that, if we decide to move forward with you, we will contact you to set up an in-person interview. I have a few other phone calls, so it might take a minute."
However, despite him saying that it might take a minute, he got back to me the very next morning (the morning of today), saying he wants to see me tomorrow morning. He even apologized for short notice, saying he can see me later if I'd prefer. I told him that I am fine with us meeting tomorrow morning, so that is the plan!
I hope this goes well! Since I'm not sure if the transcription job will definitively work out, I am keeping my options open for now.
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 2mon
Next book I'm looking at reading is one on the cuban mafia or gusanostra as I just come up with
Shit, I forgot to read more of that other book "Fort Bragg Cartel" stuff - I think I reached less than 1/3 of the book, a few days ago, and that's my progress as of yet -
now, forgive for this remark, but I'm starting to see why the Taliban seemed like a lesser evil, compared to the corrupt patronage of poppy selling and compradorism coming from the anti-Taliban mujahideen and US and its other NATO forces, and Afghanistan wasn't a good war at all
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 2mon
Right? God I wanted to find the columnist that wrote "what about the gdp?" When they got rid of the opium for wheat and just beat them to death. Still good on you for reading fort Bragg just keeps getting better I promise just highlighting all the worst aspects of in a petridish that was that base
Ok. So yeah... it seems to me, if we're gonna extrapolate the way where Fort Bragg (I treat it like I treat Jakarta; a symbol for what's to come) is going - the Trump admin is going ramp up the shenanigans
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 2mon
Pretty much great time to be reading the book all of snowballing more and more there really isn't going back
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 2mon
Please feel free to tell me how cleaver I am, I be reading 100 pages a day recently
I'll keep reading and learning stuff so it won't happen again
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
Is it bad I'm profiling every MF in the park I'm in because gang shit or is that somewhat ok? They're making it pretty apparent what colors they flying and so far left me alone (mostly because I got 200 lbs on them).I rather not get stabbed but shot is my main concern
I still fear cops more tbh it's just idk I can accept in some parts gangs do act as the de facto power structure in areas and me showing up to a park I've never been before might arouse suspicion. I just want to vibe in the park hoping they see I'm just vibing they leave well enough alone. I do think one of them was sizing me up but nothing so far
Well, its a reasonable assumption - I guess at one point cops are even more criminal than gangs in some areas - heck, organized crime once derived from forms of community self-defense for minorities (eg. tongs and triads in US)
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Wmill [they/them, fae/faer] - 3mon
I mostly remember stuff like the black Panthers working with gangs to organize breakfast programs tbh but I always suspected the latter too
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Angel [any] - 3mon
Got an interview tomorrow. It's with a place that does offers on the spot... I so fucking hope I get this.
(ah who am I kidding, it's gonna be a very long ride).
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Angel [any] - 3mon
It already has been, and the ride is still ongoing
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Frogmanfromlake [none/use name] - 2mon
Guatemala City is such a huge contrast from my town. They’re much more sympathetic to the migrants and you see a lot of leftist activity in certain spaces. You go to areas the migrants tend to travel through and there’s a lot more hate for them.
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Angel [any] - 2mon
::: spoiler CW: Discussion of my trauma over some social media nonsense
I hate how I literally had Facebook deactivated for about 2 weeks, reactivated it today, and as soon as I went back on, I saw something that made me deactivate again immediately.
It was someone making this take that I do not like: "The age of majority should be 25."
Of course, it's because of an oversimplification of the "Your brain stops developing at 25!" thing.
Honestly, I developed a habit of just blocking anyone who says that for 2 reasons: 1) It gives a Dunning-Kruger, pseudointellectual vibe where people are basically tryna say "Look at me! I base my take on this off of the science, bro! I'm way ahead of all y'all!" and 2) It is quite literally prioritizing the reification of a reductive interpretation of some pop science "fact" over actual material conditions.
The age of majority being 25 would've literally gotten me killed, and that's why it's such a point of trauma for me to see that take, especially since, in the droves of a social media comment section, it'll go unchallenged. I feel like people give this take to virtue signal about "being protective of children" and it goes mostly unchallenged because people will myopically think that it's purely some sort of pedo thing to push back against it.
I decided I want to rank all the harmonies I wrote for my album and provide the isolated tracks because they hit different in isolation.
There are 5 standout harmony sections, and here's how I'd rank them:
5 (Unlike most harmonies here, this one is a harmony between bass and guitar rather than two guitars).
4 (This covers most of the song's instrumental break, consisting of both a dual guitar solo and a lead section. I included the bassline particularly because there is a three-part harmony where the bass joins in with the guitar harmony towards the end.)
3 (A friend of mine said this sounds unlike anything else he's ever heard in music.)
2 (This is the first real harmony section I ever wrote. This one sounds quite loud because it's got a "wall of sound" vibe in the song!)
1 (Simply put, nothing can compare to the ethereal vibe here.)
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la_tasalana_intissari_mata [comrade/them] - 2mon
crackers live in an alternative dimension where cops need to be judged individual by individual, But ALL black people do crime.
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Angel [any] - 2mon
crackers live in an alternative dimension where the n-word is "just a word," but tweets about hating white people is some serious major crisis that needs to be urgently addressed
thelastaxolotl in em_poc
Ethnic Minorities and People of Color BiWeekly Thread 15/09/2025 and 22/09/2025
Hello nerds
hope you all have a good next week
Remember no crackers
It was pretty funny Kirk got shot
I hate how "don't talk about politics" because it just means white people can be soft racist without consequences
I'm tired of white liberal Zionists saying they admire Malcolm X
I'm tired of white liberal Zionists saying they admire Malcolm X
I'm tired of white liberal Zionists saying they admire Malcolm X
I'm tired of white liberal Zionists saying they admire Malcolm X
Yeah it’s always off putting when they bring up black leaders and compare themselves to them
How is this even a thing? I feel like it's just psychological warfare.
Its gotta be at this point
Pretty sure they've never heard Malcolm talk about Israel tho
Sigh Co-optation, or as the Fr*ncais say call it, recuperation
Or if we can say another thing
Thanks I learned something
the same right wingers who were making fun of George Floyd for 5 years straight, editing him into everything, downplaying his death, reenacting it, Suddenly find saying "it's ironic how Kirk died" to be the most offensive thing ever?
Apparently the man who thinks the civil rights act was a mistake, cheering ICE, supports israel apartheid...... is an advocate for freedom
He was killed by a white man while using a tired old dogwhistle of "gang violence" to imply black on black violence. Its extremely ironic and extremely funny and they can go kick rocks if they don't like that.
And they're still peddling the "drug overdose counterfeiter" angle, despite everything we know about Chauvin owing Floyd money and them knowing each other beforehand.
"Never believe the antisemites are unaware of the absurdity of their claims" etc.
::: spoiler spoiler All I'm saying is if a bunch of white people were being hanged from trees in 2025, it'll be considered an act of a serial killer and not ruled out as a suicide :::
When you're right you're right
tovarish doesn't miss!
Man shit suck some white boomers are getting on me for going to the park everyday waiting for the library to open. They haven't said anything directly to me because they cowards but I know it's only a matter of time before cops are involved. Chilling in a different place now until library opens, hate how unwelcomed I feel based on
Fuck it not letting some dried up
stains from letting me enjoy the park I'm back and vibing
the "communist ml" side on tumblr complaining abt the phrase "the usa has always been fascist" because it isnt accurate to a precise analysis of fascism and that it "whitewashes liberal democracy" has made me realize that site is truly full of navel gazers who have never interacted with anyone irl, much more so with nonwhites.
like when has a person who says that the usa has always been fascist (an effective rhetorical tool mind you!) ever been a proponent of fucking liberal democracy. like jfc. how pedantic.
whenever a leftist ik admits they used or use tumblr/4chan/reddit regularly or used to identify with it I keep my eyes on them like they're going to turn into a horse or something
especially "leftists" spaces or boards there because they didn't have a "everything I believe in is wrong I have to rebuild what I know" self critic moment, people who held obvious reactionary beliefs such transphobia or racism then decide one day to become a communist have to either wipe out everything they believe in or exist in nazbol communities, because the moment you start talking some "tradwives" and "all lives matter" bullshit you're getting banned anywhere remotely on the left. They still carry the nonsense they held back then you just won't notice it because it isn't obvious or isn't in the topic, you talk to them for a while and they seem fine then boom they start having nostalgia about the Hamilton Musical and Obama, or if they're a redditor they start talking about Muslims, or if they were a /tttt/ or /leftypol/ user they use abbreviations and slurs no one knows.
a lot of these people, and in most communities dominated by westerners in general, is that they retain a lot of their chauvinism, especially the yanks. they would shout for the destruction of the settler state for israel while praising fucking new york city in the next post. the discontinuity between how they treat the two settler states is something i've repeated numerous times.
it's also why liberal zionism is more common than anti-semitism over here, you can't get away with saying some bullshit about jews taking over the world and anti-semites can't hide it, they'd get chased out of even the democrat circles, meanwhile a liberal zionist who gets radicalized into socialism will still hold zionist beliefs because it's not too obvious and they themselves think liberal zionism is leftist.
Leftypol is extremely reactionary. I'm also suspicious of anyone who uses it because they don't have rules like actual leftist spaces against bigotry and slurs.
I only browse 4chan for opposition research to understand and recognize dogwhistles. It's one of the reasons I no longer debate conservatives elsewhere because it's clear mainstream reactionaries have absorbed the Alt-Right into their platforms. This includes 4chan-style """trolling""" where they pretend like they were "just joking" if you call out their shitty beliefs.
The place was ground zero for online neo-nazis recruited by Steve Bannon outside of actual Stormfront.
Exactly 💯%. They'll carry over their reactionary thinking and hope anyone won't notice.
I saw one spelling Uyighur odd, turns out it's because if you flip the u upside down it becomes the n word.
At the risk of getting put on horse-watch, I'm going to strongly agree with you about
I lurked on /r/atheism a long time ago while grappling with the fallout from my faith shattering, and what I concluded was that that crowd of "new atheists" were racist as hell. If I talked about not being muslim anymore because I wanted God to actually exercise power to make the world better, and since that doesn't happen I can't believe in anything supernatural anymore: Upvotes galore, sympathetic comments, people commiserating and trying to help me cope. If I said that bombing Muslims because you think their governments are too theocratic / autocratic is a horrible way to "liberate" anyone, and anyway people didn't need to be "liberated" by force, they just needed to be socially free to choose their beliefs and lifestyles (and, when free to choose, most people would remain Muslim because it's not actually bad to be religious, and you can be gay and trans and progressive and still be religious): Downvoted to hell and people dogpiling me and even citing the Quran out of context to tell me, someone raised in Islam, that I didn't know shit about it. If I pointed out that it's absolutely ridiculous for a mostly white mostly western userbase to talk so much shit about Islam at all when evangelical christianity is the thing that's actually threatening people's civil liberties: "terrorism", "migrants invading europe and making the crime rate skyrocket" (gee, why would a bunch of refugees suddenly show up? Did western foreign policy have anything to do with that?), and even worse things I don't want to retype out because it's so hateful.
The heel turn that Richard Dawkins took was not a surprise. That motherfucker ended up deciding he was a secular christian because he was so bothered by seeing Muslim women wearing clothes.
Redditors as a group seem to just hate Muslims because redditors are western chauvinists. That's the real reason they don't complain about
committing a livestreamed holocaust on our western goverenments' dime. They like seeing people being murdered, as long as they're the right religion.
I remember in the early 2010s when Atheism+ was popping up and I immediately noped out because they were obviously racist.
He always made me uncomfortable with how he had a double standard regarding Islam vs. the other Abrahamic religions. Like Christianity argues slaves should just enjoy being slaves and was used to justify the institution in the US. Islam requires its practitioners dress modestly which is somehow worse than the daily torture and abuse suffered by millions of people who were abducted from their homes and forced to live in brutal conditions like cattle? Fuck off with that shit lmao
Sorry but this is funny to me. A lot of the people they hate on worry about bombings even the ones like qatar who are on good terms. They worry about not getting to show off their glorious, undercooked hotdog looking bodies at a nude beach because of rules from said group....when christian theocracy is infinitely closer to making their fears come true.
Facts. There is so much great replacement talk on atheist groups its crazy. Racist jokes galore. Then they will turn to "cultural christian" on a whim to "defend the west". The white feminist there just wanna dump on poc men, warhawks brag about kids they killed, the concerned citizens go on about how common the name muhammad is. They keep going on about muslims taking over their country like reverse colonialism or religious conquest but know fuck all about actual colomialism because thats not at all how it works.
Unlike you, us westerners don't use religious names (except for Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, Sarah, Rebecca, Abraham, Paul, Peter, Mary, Simon, Ruth, Joseph, Isaac, James, Martha, Jacob, Alex, Levi, Nathaniel, Raphael, Adam, Eve, Aaron, Ava, Caleb, Chloe, Daniel, Elizabeth, Ezekiel, Jason, David, Elon, Elijah, Toby, Ethan, Gabriel, Herman, Immanuel, Jesse, Jesus, Jonah, Josh, Tim, Julia, Leah, Lois, Malcolm, Phoebe, Phil, Tyler, Samuel, Seth, Tara, Jared, Thomas, and Zach). We use made-up rando shit like Nevaeh and Kethanaghan.
I've been an atheist since my early-mid teens and will continue to consider myself such, but God damn, I feel less and less like the label actually applies to me when I think about the kind of people who are often associated with the term.
What you say is valid but it's also not like there's platforms you'd expect a person IRL to be on that are better than those?
using those websites to find something or because you're in a niche community that only exists there =! being a redditor or a tumblr/4chan regular, those sites have specific political culture. Other sites are either a wildcard or straight up reactionary, I never encountered a "I'm an instagram reels leftist" because they'd say the n-word 50 times before they'd turn a corner and I never encountered a "I'm a facebooker" because those don't exist that's not a real word. I guess we could add bluesky into the list in a few years once a substantial number of its users stop being libs.
Been wanting to ask this question and it came back to my mind with my comment about that white therapist I had: Does anybody else hate seeing/hearing white people be self-proclaimed anti-racists? Something gives me the ick about white people affirming this supposed "anti-racist" stance by labeling themselves vocally. I even see it on HB at times.
Just do what you need to do to show it because, honestly, there are so many white people who falsely believe themselves to be anti-racist that it can never be a good look to me when a white person says that they are.
it's like proclaiming that you don't eat people
Well, it's telling that someone claims to 'not' eat people, in society historically known for well - eating people - because its profitable extracting what's left of the Global South people's flesh.
What a Global North society...
Liberals saying RIP assata in one breath then the next praising Obama like he didn't double the bounty on her
The libs don't read 😞
I'm trying to figure this out...... If this is what fascism is to white folks wtf is what poc and the imperial periphery have been going through called?
something that happened 400 years ago and is part of the past
Poc are getting the brunt of the fascism in America, not white people. This is just white centricism
The only way I have been able to make sense of white people's double standards when it comes to atrocities our governments commit domestically vs abroad is to conclude that the very root of their problem is many of them are fundamentally incapable of seeing nonwhite people as human beings.
::: spoiler text referencing graphic imagery, war crimes Normal person when watching videos of people crying over the corpses of their family who was just murdered by a bomb because America decided to do foreignpolicy: I feel this pain like that were my aunt, and I hate the murderers on their behalf with the intensity I would hate someone who murdered my own family member.
White person watching videos of people crying over their murdered family members' corpses: Ok we gotta plug this into a flow chart to decide whether we have empathy or not. What color are the victims? What religion are the victims? Who killed them? What color and religion are the people who killed them? Which political party is currently in charge and tentatively culpable? Can we come up with an excuse for why this was just an unfortunate accident and keep doing what we're doing? :::
I can say this confidently because I have so frequently seen white people glazing politicians with the blood of millions on their hands. If they actually cared about other people, they would feel the hatred I feel anytime I see a "wholesome" picture of a smiling Bush, or a "wholesome" meme about who charming and folksy and unthreatening Biden is. If they actually cared, they would view this glazing as as distasteful and morally repugnant as if someone were sharing memes about how wholesome Hitler and Goebbels were.
This is facts. Or them having to give bush credit because of their distaste of trump. Act like Obamas only flaw was a tan suit. L The way they downplay these characters I'm telling you they will do the samw with trump mark my words. Especially as their politicians become more unhinged. Go to r/worldnews r/europe on any topic on muslims, trans hell africans..... Thats how a lot of those neolibs feel.
Exactly. They were already gearing up to do it for Trump when he had General Qassem Soleimani assassinated, saying he was finally "presidential". They will do it with Trump.
Fucking Ezra Klein was out praising Charlie Kirk. There is no fascist too monstrous for these liberals to cozy up to, because at the end of the day they're all on the same western chauvinist white supremacist team.
For real. If trump succeeded in Iran causing untold misery for tens of millions there they would praise him on that. Even if he did that to mexico with the whole cartel angle how long till they whitewash that too?
It seems like the “quirky/nerdy/weird” poc white worship the hardest.
Well if you are talking about outside America, most “nerd culture” is produced either in the USA or Japan. Generic Fantasy settings are based on idealized versions of Europe, and have a lot of problematic tropes associated. If someone’s only cultural input is this homogenized whitewashed crap then they will start reflecting that outwardly in their worldview. Marvel movies have an ideology. Video Games often have an ideology. “Apolitical” nerds who consume uncritically will have those ideologies
yeah I've noticed that, the nerds here are the type to be the most pathetic, the type to praise the west in everything and the type to think they are white.
Btw looks like you were right about the Italian warship, now reporting is coming out that they are trying to confiscate the aid and deliver it to an Israeli port in an Israeli approved plan.
I was holding out hope until more details came out since it was so uncharacteristic of fascist settler NATO states to use migrant-hunting warships for good and stayed on the fence about it before celebrating. Hope the Italian general strike punishes these snakes
Fuck, of course. We need an Italycool emoji. In the meantime, here's a happy
to all the fascist fucks in the Italian government.
As a "quirky/nerdy/weird" Black person (as I've been called), I ain't even got a problem with you saying this because, in my experience, I've noticed this pattern, too.
what happened that gave you such an impression?
Living life in both the US and a majority non-white country.
It could also be due to the fact that a lot of fandom's/fan communities are dominated by white people so nerdy poc appease the white leaders of these communities by not speaking out against injustice.
I see this with my cs degree now where the POC in my classes either inherit the opinions of the white professors or dont speak up at all. The amount of anti China hatred in western cs classes is wild and some of it comes from the Chinese diaspora who will protect white ppls feelings.
It's crucial to be materialist during these times. Losing 13 billion in soybean, car manufacturer plant stalled because deportation blowback, un finally saying its a genocide, all of these things are related and interdependent on each other. All else that's happening is facism thrashing for the only power they can control and capitalist hoarding wealth by budding up to power.
🪱 my gf 🥺 she won't stop shit talking Castro 😩
whats she saying about him? he’s too hot so he must have been the devil?
She mostly eats dirt but it's vibes based insults
I hate how my ability to care about the struggles of white people seems to be diminishing a lot, even if they're legitimate struggles.
For example, seeing white queer people complain about queerphobic legislation just doesn't bother me anymore, even though I'd be impacted by that very legislation.
The legislation does concern me, yes, but the white complaints about it? I don't care what they have to say because I can't get over how common it is for white people to only care about injustice insofar as it goes after them personally.
These same white queer people would never give a damn about anything pertaining to systemic racism, and if they posted some tweet saying they did, it'd just be performative bullshit.
I hear what you're saying. I think I reached this point in like, Spring of 2024 at the latest. And it was entirely because of that dynamic. Watching white and even so-called "radicals" rush to ignore genocide because they actually don't consider brown people human (again! They did this with Afghanistan and Iraq too, but this was so much worse!), well, that I should have expected. But to then in the very same breath act terrified that Trump was going to win and be a fascist just seemed selfish. Like ok white people, if you don't care about people being murdered in an open air concentration camp then don't suddenly expect people to care that you (and the rest of us) are going to get some more persecution at home. Be fucking consistent.
I mean, I was also basically frustrated with this dynamic: All of a sudden for the first time in their lives, many of these white people around me were grappling with fear that they were going to be directly persecuted by the government. I mean "they're going to put us in camps!" fear. That's something that the rest of us had to learn how to cope with as children. Grow the fuck up, white people. Or don't, but don't expect me to humor your childishness.
And I was so frustrated because I'd been trying to educate white people about the fascist threat for over a decade at that point, by pointing out the many ways the US government murders people abroad and persecutes immigrants domestically and was already putting immigrants in camps and cages and had been jailing black people to use for prison labor longer than I'd been alive, but most of my pleas for people to care about other people had fallen on [ableist language I won't say actually, because that ableistly ascribes to disability what is better ascribed to whiteness. My words fell on white ears]. I'd been called "psychotic" even for saying that this white american nativist movement was evil, was going to kill people, and needed to be treated as such. But now all of a sudden wouldn't you know it, Trump is fascist! The fascist threat suddenly looms out of nowhere! So we have to have to have to support Democrats to protect us from Trump! And if I pointed out that the Democrats were actively committing a holocaust right in front of our eyes, it was drowned out by "but the genocide will continue no matter who's in power! We're in danger! Save us!" I looked around. Was I alone in thinking this. I could be the odd one out and still be right, but if it was only me I should consider that maybe I was just wrong. But then other trans immigrant influencers I followed started saying it too: "Don't use our queerness to excuse genocide. Fuck Trump, but fuck Biden and Harris and the Democratic Party as a whole too." So no, it was (mostly) whiteness.
It sent a clear message: Oh, they have no solidarity. They don't actually care about fascism. They don't actually care about systemic violence being done to people. They just care about themselves. All those years when I had solidarity with oppressed white people meant nothing to them, because they just wanted to take but never give. And I stopped being able to care or respond in emotionally supportive ways. Friends would confide in me "I'm really scared, what if they try to round us up?" and all I could say was "welcome to the club, how do you think they treated Muslims here? But even then, most people didn't get caught up in the dragnet so you're probably going to be fine and shouldn't worry so much, it's needlesly stressing you. Here's what helped me cope and not stress so much, maybe it'll help you: "If they come for me, I won't die alone, but til then I'm not going to torment myself worrying about a day that may never come." I was trying to share my hard-won wisdom and help people not have to reinvent the wheel. But these ingrates didn't appreciate it.
It reminds me of what I find so funny about HP Lovecraft's writing, actually: the white supremacist attachment to being at the top and suddenly finding out they're not. For Lovecraft's characters, it was because there were older and more ancient powerful civilizations that predated Mankind. For Lovecraft himself, it was similar, except he was losing his shit about nonwhite cultures. For these people, it's finding out that their whiteness will not protect them from other white people.
idk, it's probably not the best thing for solidarity-building to vent those feelings but this is an EMPOC only space. And on the other hand, I'd really like to see white people who are relatively new to being systemically oppressed to this extent account for their position and maybe with a bit of humility say "I'm freaking the fuck out about possibly being on a government kill list, can those of you who've already had to grapple with this help me cope?" instead of "so y'all need to listen to me when I tell you that the best way to protect me is to throw your comrades under the bus".
It's been so, so frustrating dealing with whites about BLM. Trayvon Martin was killed in 2012 and Eric Garner + Tamir Rice both in 2014. They've been silent for over a decade. But you torch a few cop cars in 2020 after another unarmed black person is murdered and all of a sudden they're losing their shit.
I have to remind myself intersectionality isn't conditional, but holy fuck does whitey test my patience.
I probably should try to remember intersectionality isn't conditional because I never consciously thought it was before, but damn some people need to have that point hammered home for them.
::: spoiler Fetishism on a Facebook post White woman with the caption "POV: Black men just hit different... had me weak every time"
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Couldn’t find a single one being critical of this dehumanizing behavior.
This is, once again, more insight into the problem of racial fetishism being an extremely socially acceptable form of racism.
This is more insight into the issue of people being racist so long as they can get away with it.
This is more insight into the tendency for people to reduce what counts as "racist" down to men in white hoods lynching dark-skinned people.
It also is a yet another instance of white nonsense that continues to validate my decision to never date out again. :::
And stupid fucks act like we're supposed to be grateful about it.
Like the God's themselves have smiled down in favor upon us
Considering precisely how much fetishism goes around and is rooted in serious fucked up history how in this capitalist society everything including relationships is commodified as transactional this just grosses me out and is a big red flag. And it further dehumanizes the people into thinking the only thing the subject of ridicule values is to be a commodity so as to find this bullshit flattering. 
I love how much you use
I'm sorry I'm subjecting
to this fuckery
::: spoiler fetishism too I couldn't find the specific tweet, but it was some girl saying something like "'y'all I am persian and [fetishism of black people] every week, but the mullahs have to go", like she thought it was a progressive thing to say :::
Wow that is heinous.
Grieving is ass. I hate having to hold myself together because my parent doesn't want to think about it or talk about it but I know it's eating them up and it'll be better to just let it out. Hopefully they'll let out some grief when I go back home, I know I will.
That sucks, homhom9000
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Yeah. It's a day at a time thing. I want my parent to grieve while I'm here so they don't feel alone
Only 2 whites in the Senate voted against lionising this Kirk guy. Once again
Seeing anti immigrant British bump freddie mercury songs all the way up when he's queer and of indian descent show the power of the west to really subsume all into itself.
I have a feeling that telling them that about Freddie would put them under pressure.
I will say things that will end up being fedposting so I'll just keep quiet
This is why there's no crime that's too old to remember, there's not "it was so long ago you have to move on", because when they [the colonizers] step on you, they won't rest until you apologize for hurting their foot, they won't rest until they stomp you out.
::: spoiler song by red bone that was banned by radio stations https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-exUl-TnQ0 :::
I found a YouTube link in your comment. Here are links to the same video on alternative frontends that protect your privacy:
I just heard local normies talking about Hasan. One of them called him Hasan Parker and the other said he was some kind of comedian that tries to make the news funny.
Well, that's better than I expected so far.
His nation tracker on the stream consistently lists four Guatemalans so maybe I overheard one of them.
R.I.P. Assata Shakur 💕
Recorded deaths of civil rights participants (BPP, MLK, X)!by state violence ~70 Deaths by gang violence 2024 ~1800
If only every blood, crip & gd in America was a revolutionary socialist fighting for the people..
The transcription interview went very well. It was also with a Black woman.
I now have to do one more assessment, and once I get graded on it, I'll be able to start the job soon!
Seeing as how transcription is something I'm adept at, I'm confident! I got a week to complete this assessment but plan on completing it either tonight or tomorrow.
Regarding pay, she said that this could be a full-time job for me, as they are the largest legal transcription service for the US, and she used a calculator that considers both my typing speed and hours I want to work and calculates an expected rate.
Based on her calculations, she says I should expect to make 18 to 20 USD an hour as a conservative estimate. Nice.
I hope this goes well.
Fingers crossed!
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Get that shit
i hope it goes good
A few of our diaspora have willingly returned due to ICE scares and the culture shock is already too much. The lower standard of living and more socially conservative population clearly makes them uncomfortable. It’s why I always say you should strongly consider these things if you plan to live in the global south after living your entire life in the global north.
I've always told people that I could never move to my parents country because I just don't fit in. The few times I've visited I'm sure I stick out like a sore thumb and I've never really been able to connect with my extended family. Everyone from my generation is either a bougie lib (mostly on my dad's side) or an evangelical (on my mom's side). The car culture there is probably on par, if not just as bad as it is in the US.
I seriously have thought of moving to a more socially progressive region with a lot of other Black people (which may still be somewhere in Burgerland for all I know), and where my family is from absolutely does not fit that mold at all. In fact, they recently recriminalized homosexuality, having first decriminalized it in 2018.
its kinda sad that imperialism and neocolonialism created a positive feedback loop wherein third worlders move to western countries for better opportunities and pay with most becoming frothing reactionaries (due to basic class interest) who would kill every single one of their own just for the chance to be accepted as white
not saying your diaspora are like that, obviously. but a lot are.
Oh that kind definitely exists. It’s every white Guatemalan who insists they have full European ancestry.
lol. lmao, even.
A lot of whites don't even think of Spaniards as white because they speak Spanish. However racist you think Americans can be, for example, realize it's probably double or triple whatever you imagine.
Bold of spaniards to think of themselves as white given the 700-year history of Al-Andalus (on the other hand they did THE defining act of colonial violence that kicked off the genocides which eventually led to the creation of whiteness as a category so... yeah I guess they've earned it)
My issue is being disabled. I rely on a lot of medical supplies daily for stuff I won't gross out the class with. It might be out of the frying pan and into the fire. The first A in "ADA" isn't "Around the world."
You know that sort of thing is why my response to racists saying "don't like it? Just go back to your home country" tends to be so hateful toward them.
The global north sucks but this is my home and I actually literally can't easily go to my parents' home country because I'd fit in even worse. They'd treat me as an outsider there too, and actually with much better grounds because I'd be "the American". Culturally I'm not a fit. Language? I have the comprehension of maybe a 6 month old, if that. Religion? Apostate so that's fantastic. Heat tolerance? I think I would actually just die of heatstroke, and no, AC isn't the solution because brownouts are frequent.
As things have gotten worse I've wondered if I should try to go somewhere else -- if not my parents' home country then another place -- and I always land back on: at least I have friends here and I know the culture and the landscape.
I think a lot of my anxiety comes about from being colored in public, it's that family guy skin tone meme where if you too dark it's loitering. Anyway fuck
and fuck 
May the
never find rest
For real. There's just a level of extra vigilance, and it's weird / upsetting. I've been out walking around and have legit had people gasp in fear as I walked past them even though I wasn't coming up behind them, they should have seen me coming. Am I just spooky? Or is there something else?
::: spoiler Spoiler, for a couple spooky stories about racism and then me rambling on some tangent because thoughts/feelings came up and I'm just not having a good time:
First one:
Many years ago I went to a town not far from where I live, walking around and exploring with my then-partner. It wasn't a small town but it wasn't the big city. It was pretty and it was nice to walk around in a novel area. But something was off.
After a while my partner said "let's go home".
Me: yeah, it's a pretty place and there's more to explore but something just feels weird and I'm kind of on edge. Not sure what it is.
Them: Really? I thought you'd figured it out already
Me: What?
Them: I'm white, you're not, and we are the only interracial couple I've seen here at all. People are looking at us, that's why I want to get out of here while there's still some light.
Me, a young dumbass: Oh that's why it feels weird. Well I don't like that but we have the right to walk around, nobody's going to mess with us and if they do I know how to fight, let's just keep exploring.
Them: Yeah, you think the cops here will let you get away with "they were racist and started it, it was self defense"? Ever heard of a sundown town?
Me: yeah but I'm not black.
Them: You think racists care? Come on, I grew up in the country, we're leaving.
And they grabbed my hand and led me to the car. We're in a blue state. This wasn't even the sticks, not really. Also come to think of it racists can be incredibly bad at guessing people's race, I've been called the N word by white people and been so dumbfounded because like... they clearly aren't sending their best and brightest to racist school to figure out which slurs to use.
**Second one: **
And I guess I can't blame it on just being sort of outside the city because another time we were in the city browsing separately and some employee just kept pestering me, specifically me, asking "can I help you find anything" which made it harder for me to browse and take in the sights to see if I wanted anything. Until that partner came by, said "they're with me, we're just browsing", and then stayed right by my side while we browsed for a while longer. I found a box of gluten free scone mix that looked really cool and wanted to buy it, but that partner whispered in my ear "just buy it online, I don't want to get anything from here, I'll tell you when we're outside, keep browsing and don't act suspicious." Well I didn't know what the deal was but if my partner asks me to play along in some subterfuge I do it no questions asked until such time as we can debrief. When we got a ways away, they explained.
Them: "that lady was being really racist to you so I don't think we should pay their business any money."
Me, oblivious: Racist? how? I think I'd have noticed.
Them: Come on, she followed you specifically to keep an eye on you. Not me. Not anyone else in the store. Specifically you. Why do you think that is? I mean you dress a little shabby but you don't look homeless, which is the only other reason someone would think you were going to steal stuff.
Me: ooooooh... Wow I am not great at noticing this kind of racism am I? It's so much tamer than what I'm used to that it doesn't even register.
Dang, processing out loud do I miss them even though it's been years since we split, and even longer since they were like that. They were way more based than I realized for a while before idk what liberal brainworms got them. Probably just the fact that they were, fundamentally, a white liberal, and as white liberalism moved hard to the right or its contradictions got exposed, that influenced them too. Well, and I suppose when tumblr banned porn and they quit it in protest there went their biggest source of regularly reading anything remotely progressive other than my own facebook posts.
Life is really weird isn't it. :::
I'm a bit bad at noticing it too unless it's overt too
shit sucks
I live near a de-facto sundown town and they're on that old-school anti-Papist, antisemitic, anti-Asian racism because they ran out of black and Latine people to terrorize a long time ago. I don't even remember how old I was when my sister told me as we were driving through "If we have to stop for whatever reason, do not get out of the car."
There's former sundown towns elsewhere nearby that had laws against more than just black people. One specifically had a "No Chinese after dark" law. There was a small Asian-American community that lived on the outskirts on the county border. That law wasn't repealed until something like 1966.
Wow, that sounds scary
Ghana has to borrow from IMF to buy its own gold because its gold its mostly owned by foreign powers. This is normal
Unrelated but that new pfp is swag af
It is for the purpose of evil
Corporate vegeta is activated. LinkedIn thrusters are go. Starbucks cups are go. Bootstraps pulled. Here. We. Go
how to get white people to be against anything? attach a picture of a black man or an immigrant doing it
::: spoiler examples
basic succdem policies, like healthcare and childcare, they're against it because of "undeserving people who take my taxes", childcare is mega racist, you can feel the "I don't want them to have more kids"
Guns, American nazis are all about gun freedom and stuff,show one of us holding a gun and blam, gang violence is bad.
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Screw Kimmel. I ain't forget about this
Oh lord, wtf, it was worse than I expected
Bad day to have eyes.
I forgot about him doing blackface, but its pretty telling that he got pulled for criticizing Trump and not for this.
::: spoiler racism and general nonsense this isn't just blackface, this has levels to it, the beard the basketball, doing a regular black face is like a racist squeezing their eyes and say to mock east asian people, whatever this guy's doing is pulling out an orientalist outfit round glasses and fake teeth, this guy is not a casual racist, this is the type of guy that you quit racism for because there's too many sweats, and he got away with it for years this guy's a one man esport team. a one man klan. :::
He did a lot of things on the Man show that would get him cancelled today
I've always hated Kimmel because he just disavowed what Man Show was by saying "it was just a joke!" and sold out to being a liberal darling. At least Carolla owns being a total asshole Right winger and admits Man Show was intentionally an anti-feminist show.
I expect cannibalism to return as a mainstream racist rhetoric in the next 10 years
They've been using that for Haitian immigrants already.
really? like is it mainstream or just 4chan boards type of thing?
https://www.nbcnews.com/tech/internet/haiti-migrants-cannibal-claims-barbeque-army-2024-rcna142878 legit.
damn
And remember for a lot of right wingers its been a way to smear native Americans for years hell decades to say they were cannibals. Hell I bet several believe bone tomahawk or cannibal holocaust is legit
I still can't get over them doing "not real Indians" in that movie, despite them still being human. During that part of the movie, I thought it was going to be revealed they weren't actual Native Americans as in "they're actually feral British vampires" or dinosaurs or something. Nope! Movie just wanted an excuse to do ethnic cleansing and not have the audience feel bad about it.
I was cheering when the settler got cleaved in half.
If you want the reverse version of this, there's the Michael Crichton book Eaters of the Dead (I believe they also made it a movie called The 13th Warrior).
Set during the Muslim golden age, a sophisticated and educated Muslim man (played by Antonio Banderas lmao) is sent as a diplomatic delegate to the uncivilized European barbarian hinterlands, he stays among norse Vikings or angloids in a misty wet shithole. There are "barbarians" that attack the town constantly, even more barbarous than the vikings. Turns out they are some isolated species of cannibal Neanderthals or something.
Kind of funny that they took the premise of a story that was turning Orientalism on its head by examining backwards and violent Europe through the eyes of a Muslim main character and just made it normal orientalist again by making the whites main characters and the barbarians back into Native Americans. The whole point was to invert the tropes! They just stole Michael Crichton's story and inverted it to make it not clever again.
I’ve heard it in person from Dominicans. It’s very mainstream for them
Alhamdullah I don't live anywhere near the west
Can confirm
Whose nation-state are the perps of the Parsley massacre?
@vegeta1@hexbear.net about your comment in the last mega, Charlie Kirk is literally against minorities having civil rights.
On a different topic, westerners who say shit like "oh I don't eat vegetables" I've seen multiple say it like it's a normal thing... how?
on a somewhat similar topic, I've noticed something about right wingers, they genuinely tie political beliefs to how a person looks, they act surprised when a white cis male doesn't like Charlie Kirk and hates feminists and minorities, and it's what makes Kamala and other marginalized racists even more pathetic because this logic also applies to them. it's writing books for the illiterate.
And they putting him side by side with MLK
A man he literally shat on
If this populace were anymore brainwashed they'd be a tyranid hivemind 
The performativity in this certain type of white male feminist is so obvious with how much they'll try so hard to come off as "one of the good men" to white women who teach them about an undialectical, stripped-down version of "feminism" but they'd never do the same thing in the context of trying to be "one of the good whites." Maybe they would if they were simping for a Black woman, I guess, which unfortunately happens.
I literally know this white guy who'll cheer on white women complaining about men but get extremely defensive and pissed off when POC complain about white people. Unsurprisingly, behind the scenes, this dude makes objectifying comments about these women.
Never ask a white male feminist his opinion about third world countries
::: spoiler [CW: CSA/Islamophobia] That same white guy I mentioned in this comment? I showed him this video of Black people being asked the question, "What are white people exactly superior at?" The answers you'd expect were all there. Things like "colonialism, "genocide," and "oppression" were all uttered. One of the people said "molesting children," and that white guy went into the comments to say "Fucked up they'll say white people are superior at molesting children, but Middle Eastern people have a pedophile as a prophet!" or something like that. Really unpleasant dude. Jesus Christ, those are some white tears. :::
yep
Found a really neat Black vegan trans woman to chat with. I wouldn't say I see romantic potential, but it is really nice to have friends who I can vibe with in such ways. We shall see how things go.
cringiest urb✱n d✱ction✱ry definition i've ever seen
::: spoiler cw: white boy victim complex
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criticism of marriage as an institution aside, i dont know what its like where you live but thee fact that people in my country think that marrying in your early 20s is the norm and not even question it is fucking absurd with me.
Same in mine, but it’s especially true because our area is so young even by the country’s average. Average age in my department is only two years off of Gaza’s.
Gonna go on a rant about bad therapy time, I'm just going to cw since even I feel content warned thinking of it
::: spoiler spoiler
Been having a rough couple of weeks, worthy of a telenovella, super sick relatives that may die, terrible time at work getting sexually harassed, and existential dread. Add to all that shit my theorycasting of trauma dumping on a brand new therapist out of the gate was a complete disaster, ofc in this area what could I fucking expect, white chud dismisses not only bigotry I experience, also a damn hate crime I experienced the reason I'm going in, my terrible burnout, but also belittles me as the public typically does retail workers, if he didn't read my file, and tbh he probably didn't its a medicaid clinic ffs, but this is almost as bad as the therapist I had that started ranting on me about some random other client that didn't care for her child and called me the wrong name while scolding me, lol. I should have stopped her, but I was morbidly curious, and in this case I sort of wonder how bad he's going to continue fucking up, I'm already about 70pct offended, son that takes WORK. To a large degree I realize in Gringolandia I'm basically a lime colored teapot unicorn, poor fuck has never seen something like me, nor ever will again, so he utterly lacks the framework, and in such a therapeutic environment you're just going to standardize all the patients, RIP me the shiny outlier. I don't want to exactly burn bridges and call him out, but I'm not going to be able to take an ultra patronizing 6th grade tier biology of anxiety lecture without losing my last shred of patience with all the shit going down. I can't exactly ditch neither for reasons, at least not right away.
When its shit like this it becomes to harder to realize how much is me trying to process trauma when I'm still in actively being traumatized survival mode vs an actual new offense. I also have that to consider. I hate having to backseat therapy like this, why couldn't I have gone to gradschool and all that work out? Lol, at least I will never harm someone with my knowledge but myself I suppose.
Also I want to say fuck, talk therapy 50% bourgeois cishet white nonsense other 50% metaphysics! Grrr.
:::
I'm sorry that cracker treated you like that. There's good clinics and therapists out there but it takes effort to find them and it takes extra effort to find them when marginalized and then it takes extra extra effort to find them in places that are full of CHUDs. I hope you can find someone who's actually a good fit because a good therapist can save lives, but a bad therapist is worse than no therapist at all
A mere 12b chatbot was better than this guy, or the lady that started scolding, I feel equal parts amused and angry about that. I hate going back to a modern twist on Dr. Sbaitso, humans are supposed to be better.
I'm fortunate the clinic I go to has a lot of PoC so the staff is at least experienced dealing with racism issues (if not PoC themselves). I do notice that white counselors often have blind spots, even when they're actively trying not to.
I literally used to have a white cis gay male therapist who claimed he was anti-racist and defended his Black friends from racism even when he was just a little kid, and when I talked about microaggressions in the context of workplace and hiring concerns, he legitimately asked me, "How do you know it's racism?"
You can't make this shit up lmao
Had this dude pull that along with not believing me, it honestly retripped my trauma and made it hard to function for a few days. This is going to have me swear off therapy for good at this rate.
This dude has spots you could drive a bus through, hence chud. PoCs are rare out here. Ended up flat out cancelling, I'd rather not deal with a racist.
Hope you find a better therapist. It's hard finding good ones as-is, so adding racism to deal with on top of that is even worse.
Did he have a background in sociology? It's always the goddamn sociology psychologists that are the worst. They devoted their undergraduate to a Marxist field of study without ever reading Marx because the Red Scare never ended.
Yes he did, I'll keep an eye out for those since the dude was pretty fucking bad, finally working courage up to see a therapist about a hate crime for them to be a bigot is some cosmic grade to hell with you in particular, the simulation desires your upmost raw suffering tier shit.
I've had some good therapists before, but they've generally been super seasoned and in cities, and I'm not in a good place physically nor economically for 5hr drives. I'm at the point I'm just going to call it for now since I can't afford being fucked up for 4 days at work to the point people notice because my therapist reopened trauma and salted the mental wounds. I cried like every day after work.
Does your insurance cover telehealth visits? I think it depends on the state, but some places you can call or do video appointments with therapists if you're 5 hours away from a clinic. Maybe you can get a referral from your primary care provider saying you need some kind of accommodation not available at clinics in your town, so you have to use someone elsewhere.
A lot of therapists don't take my insurance at all and where I live a lot of places have gotten more strict on remote visits. I'll try to get a referral for that office again but my first visits will still need to be in person.
Finding the American hysteria over comedians doing the Saudi gigs funny. Your own billionaires lobbied to keep your healthcare and so many other quality of life markers down. They also largely support this orange fascist and the genocide. They are directly involved in your immiseration. Not that the Saudi in power are good but the energy different innit
I’m wasting my time arguing with a Bolivian gusano who says Evo was a narco president and denies the coup
Evo will be vindicated. Arce was such a snake and everyone tried to pretend he was not
Everyone guasnos hate is a narco president now. A family member had been talking about how Colombian guanos were talking about how Petro brought MS13 (???) to Colombia and is using them to kill critics. Absolutely laughable shit, you'd think we're at the height of the War on Drugs.
I hate how I feel like a job offer is so close to me but simultaneously feel like it'll never actually be in my reach.
Been reading fort brag cartel and it's pretty much patriarchy/racism all the way to the top. It also been cementing my antidrug way of life tbh, fuck book real good.
Only drugs I will do is weed I grow myself
I only drugs I do is Jesus and bible study amen
Weed only ever made me feel sad and anxious
Huh that's funny - I actually have that book online to read. I might wanna read with you.
Go for it, I got it from my library and it was super highly requested so I gotta finish by next week and return it. Hit me up with your thoughts tho
There was a time when I used to struggle sleeping because I would hear a voice whispering stuff into my ear. I’d wake up and see shadow people either on the bed or standing at the foot of it. One time I had a dream I was running from them and got grabbed. I still remember how it felt because the feeling of the grip it had on my fingers felt unusually real for a dream.
An indigenous man heard me talking about it one time and gave me a charm. The thing looks like nightmare fuel by itself but he claimed it scared away dark spirits. I haven’t had those issues since then. So thanks. I really appreciate it.
I remember the hell that was watching the George Lopez show, I always kept hoping it would get better but nah. The literal 🪱 grandfather I could never be sure if they were fully making fun of him in the
way or not but if memory serves his family had slaves.
Wait, whose family had slaves?
So in the george's father in law he called them servants if I remember
Reading about heroin and Afghanistan just reminds me back to opium and China etc, I'm straight edged vegan myself but yeah
really do be pushing poison. I remember hearing on crack too and don't doubt it was tied to Iran Contra but like I haven't read any books on it yet, if someone has a good one be cool for a title 
xvx gang
We out here
TIL about the term “black fatigue” wtf
Reading Wikipedia:
Ok this makes sense and hell I feel that even as a different marginalized race, once again we got black writers coming up with incisive analysis of racism. What's the problem?
We gotta drop these
s into the ocean
Holy shit, I remember when black fatigue was first going around social media back in 2020 and it was like, 'shit, yeah I feel that.' Especially because I had friends talking about how traumatized they had become from seeing videos of police violence against black people in the wake of the George Floyd murder to the extent where they just rather not have watched any news about similar cases.
But leave it to the fucking
to go and fucking coopt a term for a very real experience and use it as another way to say they hate black people. Fuck dropping them in the ocean. Drop them slowly into fucking lava.
Counterpoint, in the ocean they can feed some cute little crabs <3 . In the lava the carbon in their bodies just goes to waste.
Eerie. I had a period of time when I was a young adult where I was so traumatized from growing up watching the news being full of dead brown people from AmeriKKKa's wars that I ended up stopping paying attention to the news altogether, thinking I'd just put my head down, grind, focus on college, try to build a life for myself instead of mourning people too far away for me to help.
But fascism doesn't go away just because you try to ignore it, and I got pulled back into having to care about politics pretty quickly. I had maybe a 2 year reprieve at most and I was worse off for it because I'd accumulated apolitical, conservative, and liberal "friends", many of whom I then shed when they realized I was not actually apolitical, I had just been burned out. To them, I probably seemed like I suddenly radicalized hard. To me, it was just that I had the fuel to burn again.
You know I remember seeing it in 2020 now that you mention it. I’ve only seen it recently to mean “I’m sick of black people” by those black conservative grifters.
Wyppl r seriously on 1
These ICE clowns just chase dude because of his skin color. Thats wild. https://rdx.overdevs.com/comments.html?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.reddit.com%2Fr%2FCringeTikToks%2Fcomments%2F1nt6foq%2Fice_in_chicago_tries_to_disappear_a_food_delivery%2F
And supreme court gave the greenlight. Absolute nonces
Just finished that assessment... took me a minute to get it down because I had to take time to understand the rules and whatnot, but it seemed pretty easy and I'm confident. I shall get an answer soon!
That link
I'll be real I'm never surprised or shocked when a rapper denigrates his own race or sells out and I honestly never have been. Disappointed at times yes but not surprised. This is obviously not all rappers of course but I can't tell you the amount of lyrics that would make the KKK sound civil rights activists on some songs
I got an offer to do the transcription job (kind of), BUT
I'm not jumping and celebrating yet! I have done too many premature celebrations before, so I have to see how this goes, and with this in mind, I'm still going to be out here applying for jobs and doing more interviews.
A white eastern european guy who is like 2 years younger me telling me that people littering is an example of how people don't care and that most people don't care but he agrees with me in spirit. He also doesn't understand why plagiarism is bad.
Our conversation was about how you shouldn't use LLMs at all.
I hate white people in CS. I hate white people in CS I hate white people in CS I hate white people in CS
I'm never trying to get to be friends with white people ever again.
Not all crackers are salty, but don't go buying a box of Ritz if you're trying to watch your sodium intake.
Gotta love these people.
::: spoiler Context A post on Facebook was asking "Roger Waters or Geddy Lee?"
I responded by saying that, though I prefer Geddy Lee's musical contributions, Waters has much better politics (Geddy Lee is unfortunately a Zionist, and it can be extremely difficult for me to separate art from the artist when it comes to such a matter, of course.)
Got tons of angry white men upset with me because of that. Don't care! :::
Roger Waters has been vindicated so hard
::: spoiler CW: Genderqueer Awkwardness I was just on a walk, and this person, a much older Black woman, stopped me to talk to me, asking me if I was this person she knows.
I was confused at first, but based on the name of the person she brought up, it wasn't me (just someone who might look similar), so after me being a bit perplexed and fumbling my words, I say "No, that's not me." Then she asks me, kind of spontaneously, "Are you male or female?"
I just responded with "What?" because I didn't know what to say. Due to my androgyny, this isn't necessarily an uncommon occurrence, but usually, people just assume and I roll with it. It's not as common that people directly ask "what gender" I am.
After I said "What?", she got upset, and then she started getting very apologetic. I told her that it's okay and that I accept her apology, but nothing I said was able to calm her down, really, so I just kept walking.
Yikes. :::
::: spoiler Got hit with the pokemon line, had you followed up might have gotten to choose from 3 starters. Real tho sorry you had to deal with her :::
Was feeling in a loving mood so was texting family that I loved them dearly, this lead sibling to thinking ICE was picking me up 🙃 I reassured them I was fine but
this country sucks. I know tracking ICE is gonna get tougher thanks to that alt right prick doing that shooting recently and do wonder how long it's gonna be before I have an incident
On this note I will tell the people I love I love them more often and try not to isolate myself online as much for my online friends and anyone here who'd call me a friend so as to not worry that I got disappeared.
There's never too much "I love you" when you greet somebody a goodbye or a cya. I mean, you never know when it's gonna be the last, so its good keep that mind.
Also, good for staying grounded with your loved ones.
Love do be revolutionary
I’m in Belize now for the weekend. It feels so different and yet so familiar. A more Caribbean culture with stronger black influence while also carrying a lot of Hispanic culture from immigration. It’s a lot safer than Guatemala and the politics lean more Soc-Dem.
I was able to get the funds I needed for my rent to be covered as well as the transcription equipment. Good! I have an interview tomorrow, too. I feel pretty nice about it. I talked with the owner of this place on the phone, and he seemed to vibe well. Over the phone, he said to me, "Well, the next step is that, if we decide to move forward with you, we will contact you to set up an in-person interview. I have a few other phone calls, so it might take a minute."
However, despite him saying that it might take a minute, he got back to me the very next morning (the morning of today), saying he wants to see me tomorrow morning. He even apologized for short notice, saying he can see me later if I'd prefer. I told him that I am fine with us meeting tomorrow morning, so that is the plan!
I hope this goes well! Since I'm not sure if the transcription job will definitively work out, I am keeping my options open for now.
Next book I'm looking at reading is one on the cuban mafia or gusanostra as I just come up with
That's good un! Wait...
Shit, I forgot to read more of that other book "Fort Bragg Cartel" stuff - I think I reached less than 1/3 of the book, a few days ago, and that's my progress as of yet -
now, forgive for this remark, but I'm starting to see why the Taliban seemed like a lesser evil, compared to the corrupt patronage of poppy selling and compradorism coming from the anti-Taliban mujahideen and US and its other NATO forces, and Afghanistan wasn't a good war at all
Right? God I wanted to find the columnist that wrote "what about the gdp?" When they got rid of the opium for wheat and just beat them to death. Still good on you for reading fort Bragg just keeps getting better I promise just highlighting all the worst aspects of
in a petridish that was that base
Ok. So yeah... it seems to me, if we're gonna extrapolate the way where Fort Bragg (I treat it like I treat Jakarta; a symbol for what's to come) is going - the Trump admin is going ramp up the shenanigans
Pretty much great time to be reading the book
all of snowballing more and more there really isn't going back
Please feel free to tell me how cleaver I am, I be reading 100 pages a day recently
I missed spelled clever
not so clever now
don't worry, we all do that at times
I'll keep reading and learning stuff so it won't happen again
Is it bad I'm profiling every MF in the park I'm in because gang shit or is that somewhat ok? They're making it pretty apparent what colors they flying and so far left me alone (mostly because I got 200 lbs on them).I rather not get stabbed but shot is my main concern
Well, I don't think so, imho.
I still fear cops more tbh it's just idk I can accept in some parts gangs do act as the de facto power structure in areas and me showing up to a park I've never been before might arouse suspicion. I just want to vibe in the park hoping they see I'm just vibing they leave well enough alone. I do think one of them was sizing me up but nothing so far
Well, its a reasonable assumption - I guess at one point cops are even more criminal than gangs in some areas - heck, organized crime once derived from forms of community self-defense for minorities (eg. tongs and triads in US)
I mostly remember stuff like the black Panthers working with gangs to organize breakfast programs tbh but I always suspected the latter too
Got an interview tomorrow. It's with a place that does offers on the spot... I so fucking hope I get this.
you got it!
Unfortunately didn't... I have like 4 more interviews this week, though. Yeah, I know.
(ah who am I kidding, it's gonna be a very long ride).
It already has been, and the ride is still ongoing
Guatemala City is such a huge contrast from my town. They’re much more sympathetic to the migrants and you see a lot of leftist activity in certain spaces. You go to areas the migrants tend to travel through and there’s a lot more hate for them.
::: spoiler CW: Discussion of my trauma over some social media nonsense I hate how I literally had Facebook deactivated for about 2 weeks, reactivated it today, and as soon as I went back on, I saw something that made me deactivate again immediately.
It was someone making this take that I do not like: "The age of majority should be 25."
Of course, it's because of an oversimplification of the "Your brain stops developing at 25!" thing.
Honestly, I developed a habit of just blocking anyone who says that for 2 reasons: 1) It gives a Dunning-Kruger, pseudointellectual vibe where people are basically tryna say "Look at me! I base my take on this off of the science, bro! I'm way ahead of all y'all!" and 2) It is quite literally prioritizing the reification of a reductive interpretation of some pop science "fact" over actual material conditions.
The age of majority being 25 would've literally gotten me killed, and that's why it's such a point of trauma for me to see that take, especially since, in the droves of a social media comment section, it'll go unchallenged. I feel like people give this take to virtue signal about "being protective of children" and it goes mostly unchallenged because people will myopically think that it's purely some sort of pedo thing to push back against it.
Gross. :::
I decided I want to rank all the harmonies I wrote for my album and provide the isolated tracks because they hit different in isolation.
There are 5 standout harmony sections, and here's how I'd rank them:
crackers live in an alternative dimension where cops need to be judged individual by individual, But ALL black people do crime.
crackers live in an alternative dimension where the n-word is "just a word," but tweets about hating white people is some serious major crisis that needs to be urgently addressed