So because of the incident I wasn't on Hexbear recently, though I made an account here now. If you saw any of my posts from my lemmygrad account (same name), you would know that I had starting taking HRT for feminizing myself, made a bunch of posts asking for various things and so on.

To get to the point, I tried out the suggestions from the comrades here and want to talk about the results. And also my plans for the future (since I have no one else to talk about them with). Posting on Hexbear I am told should be better than talking to my wall or imaginary friends.

1. Someone told me to try probing my parents's opinions on LGBTQ people. I did this with my mom and she told me that LGBTQ people are crazy. I asked her what would she say if I was like that, at which point she tried to backtrack and say it was just a joke. She also changed the topic real fast.

2. Someone told me to look for a psychologist specializing with helping queer people. This isn't going to work out due to a lot of factors. I mean unless someone literally sends me a link to a psychologist they know to be good and also doesn't have wait times or special requirements. But the appearance of even 1 such psychologist in this country would be a miracle.

3. I have decided to start with the other aspects of feminizing myself, like waxing, makeup and voice training. I haven't actually started, partly because I was gathering supplies and partly out of laziness. I also need to start finding better clothes (and a sports bra that doesn't suck). I don't really want to complain about how much work it is, since I have so much free time these days, but I didn't realize that looking like a girl would be like a part time job

4. Speaking of free time, I have so much free time because I am neglecting my university studies . It's awesome.