Went to a beach with some friends and wasn't able to wash my feet off before getting in the car. The car had rubber mats and I just had to hover my feet above it but even that was miserable. I don't remember being so bothered by textures as a kid, it often feels like that symptom has gotten so much worse. The car ride was only 10 ish minutes but it felt like forever and I had to hold back tears for a good portion of it.
Now I am isolating myself from everyone and my girlfriend is bringing me food from the kitchen. Everyone other than my girlfriend thinks I have a headache. Idk what I'd do without her. The sourdough toast and stardew valley are making me feel better as well.
Idk how to end this I just needed to get it out yk?
Cowbee [he/him, they/them] - 2.0yr
Venting is a valid process, buddy. Thank your girlfriend and do something special for her if you can, someone that understands you like that is special. Enjoy the toast and Stardew Valley!
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ComradeSharkfucker - 2.0yr
Thank you and I will probably make her a nice dinner when we get home
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Cowbee [he/him, they/them] - 2.0yr
Great idea!
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EllenKelly [comrade/them] - 2.0yr
I,ve recently noticed that i get so much more conscious of bad textures (and other things) when my mental health is real low (stressed to the gills or something) ive recently had to ask my partner to stop touching me after their hands felt uncomfortable on my skin, and it feels like shit.
but dont beat yourself up over it, i hope you can at least laugh about it with your partner soon. Im glad theyre looking after you.
Fuck the beach
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ComradeSharkfucker - 2.0yr
Fuck the beach
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Hestia [she/her, fae/faer] - 2.0yr
Fucking the beach will only get sand in even more uncomfortable places. I would not recommend it.
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infuziSporg [e/em/eir] - 2.0yr
I'd pay someone to do it.
Fuck beaches, get money.
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ComradeSharkfucker - 2.0yr
Disregard coastlines, acquire currency
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EllenKelly [comrade/them] - 2.0yr
I also find it helpful (with friends and people i trust) to just say when I'm struggling with something that feels silly, its not always easy to do, but even a lighthearted 'hey gang im about to say the most autistic thing ever, but i need a different spoon'
😅
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ComradeSharkfucker - 2.0yr
I normally would but I am with my girlfriends extended family who I just fucking know would infantilize me if they knew I was on the spectrum so I don't feel comfortable bringing it up
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EllenKelly [comrade/them] - 2.0yr
Totally understandable, my condolences, I bet your parter appreciates you making the effort to be there
I dealt with a lot of family events in my past with alcoholism, so you just having some downtime is pretty admirable imo
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ComradeSharkfucker - 2.0yr
Lol, my girlfriends stepmom has been sneaking me weed here and there. Very cool of her, typically though some alone time, games, and snacks is enough
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Black_Mald_Futures [any] - 2.0yr
thank you for this post, I need to be more like your girlfriend with supporting my partner's struggle with misophonia
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ComradeSharkfucker - 2.0yr
Do your best comrade, it isn't always easy. My gf is incredibly understanding but it still gets in the way of things and can be frustrating for her. Help your partner but don't deny your own emotions even if it means dealing with them in private for their sake. I say this speaking from personal experience, your frustration is valid and shouldn't be shoved down for too long. Best of luck o7
Hope this doesn't seem preachy :P
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bufalo1973 - 2.0yr
Quick solution: always bring a bottle of water with you when going to the beach. For your feet. And if you don't have one near, find someone that has any empty bottle and fill it will water, even from the sea.
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LordGimp @lemm.ee - 2.0yr
Can I ask why you didn't just brush off your feet? It takes a couple minutes and you can do it in the car. God gave man vacuum cleaners specifically for cleaning sand out of cars.
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ComradeSharkfucker - 2.0yr
Understandable response but it was because my feet were still wet and the sand was also all over the floor where I would have put my feet. Brushing them off wouldn't get all the sand
sharkfucker420 in neurodiverse
had a meltdown over sand (vent)
Went to a beach with some friends and wasn't able to wash my feet off before getting in the car. The car had rubber mats and I just had to hover my feet above it but even that was miserable. I don't remember being so bothered by textures as a kid, it often feels like that symptom has gotten so much worse. The car ride was only 10 ish minutes but it felt like forever and I had to hold back tears for a good portion of it.
Now I am isolating myself from everyone and my girlfriend is bringing me food from the kitchen. Everyone other than my girlfriend thinks I have a headache. Idk what I'd do without her. The sourdough toast and stardew valley are making me feel better as well.
Idk how to end this I just needed to get it out yk?
Venting is a valid process, buddy. Thank your girlfriend and do something special for her if you can, someone that understands you like that is special. Enjoy the toast and Stardew Valley!
Thank you and I will probably make her a nice dinner when we get home
Great idea!
I,ve recently noticed that i get so much more conscious of bad textures (and other things) when my mental health is real low (stressed to the gills or something) ive recently had to ask my partner to stop touching me after their hands felt uncomfortable on my skin, and it feels like shit.
but dont beat yourself up over it, i hope you can at least laugh about it with your partner soon. Im glad theyre looking after you.
Fuck the beach
Fuck the beach
Fucking the beach will only get sand in even more uncomfortable places. I would not recommend it.
I'd pay someone to do it.
Fuck beaches, get money.
Disregard coastlines, acquire currency
I also find it helpful (with friends and people i trust) to just say when I'm struggling with something that feels silly, its not always easy to do, but even a lighthearted 'hey gang im about to say the most autistic thing ever, but i need a different spoon'
😅
I normally would but I am with my girlfriends extended family who I just fucking know would infantilize me if they knew I was on the spectrum so I don't feel comfortable bringing it up
Totally understandable, my condolences, I bet your parter appreciates you making the effort to be there
I dealt with a lot of family events in my past with alcoholism, so you just having some downtime is pretty admirable imo
Lol, my girlfriends stepmom has been sneaking me weed here and there. Very cool of her, typically though some alone time, games, and snacks is enough
thank you for this post, I need to be more like your girlfriend with supporting my partner's struggle with misophonia
Do your best comrade, it isn't always easy. My gf is incredibly understanding but it still gets in the way of things and can be frustrating for her. Help your partner but don't deny your own emotions even if it means dealing with them in private for their sake. I say this speaking from personal experience, your frustration is valid and shouldn't be shoved down for too long. Best of luck o7
Hope this doesn't seem preachy :P
Quick solution: always bring a bottle of water with you when going to the beach. For your feet. And if you don't have one near, find someone that has any empty bottle and fill it will water, even from the sea.
Can I ask why you didn't just brush off your feet? It takes a couple minutes and you can do it in the car. God gave man vacuum cleaners specifically for cleaning sand out of cars.
Understandable response but it was because my feet were still wet and the sand was also all over the floor where I would have put my feet. Brushing them off wouldn't get all the sand